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[shinecryzephyr]

Dead. And still dead. And still dead. And still dead.

I don't think my emotions are about what I've lost. Maybe that's why I've been confused or had difficulty recognizing my reaction. I know I haven't really lost a lot, directly. But I am baffled. Shocked. Devastated, maybe, at the realization of what Chris has lost. Chris is still real

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[elfearz]

I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do for you and his family and friends. I really don't understand death either. It's still so hard for me to understand that my best friend growing up, Jackie, who was more full of life than anyone I'd ever met was just gone one day. Shortly before her 18th birthday. It makes no sense to me. I wish I had answers for you. I do have a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen if you ever need it dear. <3