shinga

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shinga Sep 08, 2015 21:02

First physical therapy session done ( Read more... )

So, I'll be frank. I wouldn't be crippled right now, ten years after the fact, if it wasn't for physical therapy utterly ruining me. Yes there were other factors, but physical therapy blatantly ignoring where my pain ACTUALLY was and "treating" an injury that wasn't there tore my muscles to shreds and has left me a pain-ridden useless blob covered ( Read more... )

disability, ptsd, health

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shinga Aug 23, 2015 23:36

Was in a lot less pain today. Slept like... somewhere between 10 and 12 hours. I needed that. Still tense, pain's still there, but it's not overwhelming. I spent the day forcefully relaxing. Will caught me on Photoshop and was all "I thought you said no art today" and I was like "I said no WORK today, this is for fun ( Read more... )

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shinga Aug 22, 2015 22:07

In a good deal of pain. It spiked really badly at Panoptikon last night. I still had a good time despite this. The drive home was brutal. Had to take two heavy-duty meds to sleep through the pain ( Read more... )

pain, health

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shinga Aug 21, 2015 16:53

Car wreck today with Roq. We're both okay. I mean... I hurt. I'm tense. But I can't tell if any of the pain is related to the wreck or just the stress of it.

It's been an insanely long day. And I'm still determined to go to Pan tonight so it'll be even longer - but hopefully in a good way from here on out.

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shinga Aug 21, 2015 10:23

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lol, video

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shinga Aug 10, 2015 00:42

It's been a quiet weekend. I spent a lot of it gaming. Stayed up late last night. Will got in late and was chatty so I didn't get to sleep until maybe 3-ish. The cat woke me up at 5 for snuggles. Woke up again at 9 for pills. Went back to bed and stayed until 11 or so. Got up, made myself some coffee (which I've been yoinking from Will, haven't ( Read more... )

work, health

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shinga Aug 04, 2015 11:43

If I ever post/see a photo of myself from years ago and I lament that I'm not her anymore, here's a comment that doesn't fucking help ( Read more... )

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shinga Aug 04, 2015 01:23

( some new art, done to Celldweller's 'Precious One' )

music, art

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shinga Jul 21, 2015 08:25

I don't know what I ate or drank or took before bed last night but my dream got WEIRD. Like I woke up going "was this a movie I saw, or just want to see ( Read more... )

dreams