Flux

[shinichiki]

Flux (flŭks)

n.

5. Constant or frequent change; fluctuation: “The newness and flux of the computer industry has meant many opportunities for women and minorities” (Connie Winkler).

I really have no baseline anymore, semi floating free. It's all about what I want to do, and I don't know that I've ever really had that choice: there's always

Comments

[atindall]

Free association response: at the moment I saw the word "flux" at the top of your post, my mind went like this: "Flux? Aeon!"

[shinichiki]

Hahahaha mine was "...I can't put capacitor in there I MUST RESIST" we are such huge nerds :)

[atindall]

It's hard to keep going when the potential for steady income and lots of it looms in the future, but I can tell ya from experience: just get school over and done with, at least to a point you're comfortable with. If you have the energy and financial resources, just DO IT! Seriously. When you really get into it, it will go quickly and then you won't want to quit because "two more quarters" isn't really all that far away.

Besides, we all know how hard it is to go back to school later in life.

As for the rest of your dilemma...I say sell the car and by a jet pack. That should take care of some of the problems. :D

[shinichiki]

The part where gettng it over with is hard; I only have a vague sense of what I wanna do. I am planning on going into becoming a mechanical engineer n all, but I have no idea if I can even HANDLE that, it is some HEAVY MATHS. The plan is to take as much math as I can handle and see where I fall in the range of "engineering that I can take with X math", and if all else fails maybe I'll become a mechanic, who knows.
I can always fall back on an industry that seems like it is poised on the brink of collapse for the second time :D I just need to get on seeing how I can do this thing.

[jennd]

Wow, Mori.
A lot of changes in your life, I would probably not handle it as poetically as you sound in your journalling...
You're an intelligent, sexy, powerful woman. You can do anything.

[shinichiki]

Heheh, well we will see how intelligent in a lil' while :D Trying to move in a short time frame in the winter, trying to school it up, and trying to not go broke in any of these endeavors! But thanks Ms Jenn, that means a lot to me, to have people cheerin ya on :3