What to say? Things suck so much right now. I sometimes just wish I could go away and not have to be around people or things for a while. That would be nice. I'm afaid I'm starting to go into another of my stupid depression things. Which I hate when I'm like that. Really I do. But I recognize the signs. I've been in a foul mood most of the ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that things have to be that way between me and Adam. I did really like him, and wanted to be friends, but he's just gone off the deep end. I wonder if he was like this the whole time we were together and I just didn't realize it. Who knows. He's all mad because we talk about him? Hmmm... maybe it has a little something to do ( Read more... )

Not a lot has happened. It's been a few days, sorry guys. I've done nothing but work a lot lately. Blah. I don't think Gwen likes me very well. But it's ok. I've started wondering why it is that almost every person at Mazzio's think Jennifer's all cute and stuff and they TELL ME ABOUT IT! They try to get me to "hook them up". Which is ( Read more... )

So what if it hasn't even been an hour yet? Or even 30 minutes? I'm excited because I've completely changed the colors of my site. Sure they're still bright and scary, but that's how I like it! :D I'm so bored right now I just want to bang my head on the table. Blah. I have money! I changed banks and got $50 for switching. Not too bad if I ( Read more... )

I so hate not driving. I really would like to get my license. But I haven't driven in over a year. So I don't really have much of a chance of doing well. Also mom's never home so I never get a chance to drive. Damn that T-Bone. :) I don't really dislike him, I just dislike the way that mom puts him before everyone else. But yeah. Anyway ( Read more... )

I had the weirdest dream last night. I was at Kroger buying cigarettes with Jennifer and then Tom Felton who played Draco Malfoy in the Harry Potter movies showed up and of course I was all "oh my God! I love you! Blah blah blah." And anyway it ended up just being really weird. I spent the majority of my dream hanging out with him. Who knows. ( Read more... )

God I hate him so fucking much. He's such an ass who thinks he's God's gift to women when in fact he's just an annoying little whiney prick. Damn bastard. Today he kept insisting I was looking at his crotch when in fact I was looking at the God Damn FLOOR. Damn he pisses me off. Gah!! So anyway, I work with him EVERY DAMN DAY this week. I ( Read more... )

Once again, I don't really have anything of interest to say. I'm just updating mostly for the sake of updating :D Charles bought me Mean Girls! I love that movie! It's so fetch. Heh. Well I think it's a funny movie. I got a raise which was exciting and happy for me. I've been expecting it for 2 months now and I just finally got it. So yeah ( Read more... )

Ok. So last night when I was all sick and lonely and sad, I said some things I didn't mean about my boyfriend. I realize that he lives in Jonesboro and it isn't exactly the shortest drive for him to come from his house to mine. So I'm sorry for being bitchy, but it really was just because I felt so awful. I do feel better today. My stomach ( Read more... )

I've been all throw uppy and it sucks. I had to call in sick today. So of course I've been left alone to deal with it by myself. Of course. I hate being sick and I've been so sick a lot lately. I don't know what's up with my health. It's just gone downhill over the past few months. Maybe I'm dying? I doubt it, but it's a possibility. My ( Read more... )