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[shinigami_02]

I'm getting really bad with my emotions.

Yesterday, I just tore Jay up. I said the meanest, cruelest things I could say, when all I really wanted to do was lay next to him and tell him everything was gonna be okay. I dont understand myself.

I dont understand anything anymore

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[nocturn0wl]

=(

Are you guys still together?

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[shinigami_02]

Well, I dunno, its weird. In my mind, its like we are still together, but yet I kept telling him it was over.

He doesn't seem phazed anyways. He still hangs out with her, and talks to me about hanging out with her like its no big deal. He makes me so sad. =(

[vdayreject]

awww girl i hope you can pick up the pieces and that you will be straight with yourself. you don't need a man that doesn't respect and love you. what about your name tattoo on him? ha ha sorry but he's stuck with you til he can fix it.

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[shinigami_02]

Thank you. =) I was thinking about that too... my name on him... lol, I bet he'll get it changed or something. Gah, its so strange to think that 2 months before he cheated is when he got that tattoo... he seemed to be so in love with me then. O_o; Weird.

I'll be fine though. ^_^ It was hard at first, but I think it'll all be okay.

[minioko]

move in with your cousin, start over and you'll find someone new. it'll take time but yah...(wow i sounded smart there lol) i'm sorry baby

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[shinigami_02]

lol thanks! Yea, thats pretty much my plan. Might stay away from guys for awhile though... they bring me nothing but trouble. ^^;

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[shinigami_02]

Wait till the day she realizes that this whole lovey dovey phase will fade in a couple of months. Especially when they have a kid to worry about!! They barely know each other, and now their gonna have to jump right into a solid relationship (which is pretty much what scared Jay away from me). >< Drama, drama, drama.

My thoughts

[liquidsk8s]

Its sad to see this happen in relationships. The problem is Jay is acting like a child, and he has hurt both you and Serena, and neither of you deserved this garbage. Despite my limeted knowledge, i think both of you are nice girls, that got hurt by jays indescisive nature. He coudlnt choose between the two, so he kept bouncing back and forth, lying to both of you about how he felt. His actions are those of a young man that is not ready for a serious relationship.