[Final Music : Yui - Life ( Read more... )

As much as I'm trying to get better...I'm suddenly down in the dumps again. Again I feel like a lowly reject who deserves to be dead. I mean...what have I to look forward to in my life? I rarely have friends to talk to...more importantly, the ones I care for the most. The ones I really care for most likely doesn't want to talk to me, unless of ( Read more... )

I recently got into an awesome game called Rose Online. Anyone who loves MMORPGs just HAS TO check out this game - http://www.roseonlinegame.com/Read more... )

Of course I've been idle from gaming and the likes...been watching Anime as well, other than Bleach and Naruto. Yes, I actually watch other anime for a change, recently, a high school Comdey/Romance series called Suzuka. Before that I watched a Vampire Anime Romance series called Tsukuyomi ~ Moon Phase ~, which is a finished 25 episode series. ( Read more... )

I think it's time to leave forums and all that other stuff behind me. I'll pop up in messengers once in a while. I'm leaving quietly, with no word. As much as I love hanging around GU and stuff, I'll never recover back to the state I had been before...I feel so empty ( Read more... )

Don't know if I even care much longer updating...I've been so isolated...for one I haven't been in the presence of a good friend that actually care...last time that happened was the last day I ever went to school...and now I had the chance to see the two friends that feels like close family to me...Rob and Sean...of course now I have the best big ( Read more... )

After a series of sleeping all day and staying up all night, all the lonliness and despair has got me into the thought that no one has been decieving me...Rather I've been decieving myself. No matter who's done what in the past...I've come to the conclusion that it's all my fault. Why I blame myself entirely for everything that's ever happened, I ( Read more... )

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I haven't kept up-to-date on this journal as I used to...been sleeping A LOT lately, and feeling a bit down about things still...though I'd never thought to have made quite a few good friends on Diablo 2 - LoD...I'm quite thankful I have friends like the ones who commented on my previous entry below this ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking about some things...now I wonder if I'm even worthy to be a friend...I play an online game with someone, the friendship is great, but when I decide to leave it, suddenly all that existed between us drowns. Are the friends I have only social with me when I play video games with them? Is my friendship with them based on video ( Read more... )