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Jul 21, 2005 00:37

I was contacted by Aaron. I am rather appuled by the idea that after all the shit that went down and all the times we have tried to fix this, as well as the blatent post I made to them that Ray adn Aaron would still contact me. Obviously they don't get it. I will not rehash the conversation we had becasue that should be unecessary, but I will ( Read more... )

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shinigamisflame July 21 2005, 06:53:36 UTC

Rachel wasn't involved. And if she was she shouldn't have been. It wasn't her place.

daishoukanshi July 21 2005, 08:00:39 UTC

*peeks her head in*

Um, Rachel didn't contact Steph. Just me. Thought I'd clear that up.

*draws head back in and continues running around China like an idiot*

daishoukanshi July 21 2005, 08:30:42 UTC

*sighs*

Two years ago we were all just out of high school, still the same person we were then, but changing, rapidly looking towards the future, all trying, maybe too hard, to help others and try to make everyone happy while at the exact same time look to attempting to fixing ourselves, stablizing our emotions, our thoughts, our identities.

All of us are human, trying to understand and make sense of everything, and that includes the past. Ray says he's over it and is just neutral, but if that is so, then he wouldn't have commented at all, for it if really didn't matter, he would have left the entry be. On some level, somewhere, he cares, we all do. Each of us, in this goal to try and be a better person and better those around us, acted rashly and without logical thought- all of us, including me, especially me, especially all of us. We plunged into things too soon, put too much emotion in, too much of ourselves ( ... )

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daishoukanshi July 23 2005, 06:50:57 UTC

I was perfectly calm when I wrote that, so no need to "simma".

I'm absolutely fine with neutrality and tolerance, it's the same stance I've taken, the exceptions seem to be Steph and Aaron, who I have heard continues to make me the brunt of his jokes and dislike.

I have no problems with you at all, and I am saying that honestly. To me, you're just Ray. You're silly, crazy, and funny, and that's all. Not bad, not good, but comic relief. I hope that opinion I have of you isn't bad in your eyes.

I too won't seek out friendship. If it comes, it comes, but do know that should you need me for anything (and I am serious and sincere when I say this), even if it's something small like a ride somewhere should your car break down or whatev, I'll help. You are friend of my friends, and I won't hesitate to help you.

Leave disgruntled comments for closed doors and dark corners.Personally, I think they should be dropped altogether. There's no need. Why bother? *shrug ( ... )