Mother's Day
You know u can never know when the exact time dream started, right?
So, in a way we never know, in my dream, i was in hospital. I think it was class 2 room, because there were full of people who coming back and forth and i heard lot of screams. Dazed, I'm just standing in the middle of the room watching someone giving birth with the help of a man.
In the end of my dream, I was ending up watching them, and then a woman came to her and said to her, "Selamat ya, kamu udah punya anak sekarang.. Aku pulang dulu ya." She hugs the mother, left them and the man gave the mother her child. Actually, I can't even remember what the mother and the man looks like, but i can feel my tears coming out from my eyes and I'm awake while crying. I got some feeling that I can't explain, which makes me cry. When I'm awake (& crying), first thing I see is my mom sleep without her blanket on, so I stand up and giving her blanket.
Yesterday night, I watch the newest Kwon-Gain WGM, where they have to be a 1-day-teacher at preschool and I watch how hard they trying to help the children with everything without forgetting to keep teaching them ettiquette but still keeping them happy. At first they seems overwhelmed with the child but lately they becoming more like real mom and dad. I think if I was in their position maybe i'll end up crying because it's so hard for keeping up with children staminas and egos. And you can't mad to them, too. They'll end up crying. You have to understand their way of thinking and teach them what's right and not without making them frightened.
What I want to say here is, no matter how annoying your mom is, remember she's the one that struggles between life and death for giving you birth. Remember she& your dad is the biggest contributor for your existence, and without them (and your family and the people in your environtment) you can't grown up to be 'you' now. I think it's really worth it for you to tolerate with her, even though you know you're the one that do the right thing.. If you just keeping your ego and spending your life hating your mom (and your dad too), you'll never know that actually you grown up just like them. People always do mistake, that's why we look up to them & hoping we're not doing the same mistake as they do. You'll never know if you're never try to understand them..
Ps. Smoga kamu baca ini ya :) You have to grow up now, brother. New life waiting for you and soon-to-be wife and soon-to-be child. No more hating, yeah? :) Wish you the best family you'll ever had! (beside me&and all ur cousins :p)
So, in a way we never know, in my dream, i was in hospital. I think it was class 2 room, because there were full of people who coming back and forth and i heard lot of screams. Dazed, I'm just standing in the middle of the room watching someone giving birth with the help of a man.
In the end of my dream, I was ending up watching them, and then a woman came to her and said to her, "Selamat ya, kamu udah punya anak sekarang.. Aku pulang dulu ya." She hugs the mother, left them and the man gave the mother her child. Actually, I can't even remember what the mother and the man looks like, but i can feel my tears coming out from my eyes and I'm awake while crying. I got some feeling that I can't explain, which makes me cry. When I'm awake (& crying), first thing I see is my mom sleep without her blanket on, so I stand up and giving her blanket.
Yesterday night, I watch the newest Kwon-Gain WGM, where they have to be a 1-day-teacher at preschool and I watch how hard they trying to help the children with everything without forgetting to keep teaching them ettiquette but still keeping them happy. At first they seems overwhelmed with the child but lately they becoming more like real mom and dad. I think if I was in their position maybe i'll end up crying because it's so hard for keeping up with children staminas and egos. And you can't mad to them, too. They'll end up crying. You have to understand their way of thinking and teach them what's right and not without making them frightened.
What I want to say here is, no matter how annoying your mom is, remember she's the one that struggles between life and death for giving you birth. Remember she& your dad is the biggest contributor for your existence, and without them (and your family and the people in your environtment) you can't grown up to be 'you' now. I think it's really worth it for you to tolerate with her, even though you know you're the one that do the right thing.. If you just keeping your ego and spending your life hating your mom (and your dad too), you'll never know that actually you grown up just like them. People always do mistake, that's why we look up to them & hoping we're not doing the same mistake as they do. You'll never know if you're never try to understand them..
Ps. Smoga kamu baca ini ya :) You have to grow up now, brother. New life waiting for you and soon-to-be wife and soon-to-be child. No more hating, yeah? :) Wish you the best family you'll ever had! (beside me&and all ur cousins :p)