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Kibum is in Jessica’s room, helping her pick out clothes to give away when his manager walks in to whisper in his ear. When the older male leaves, Kibum shakily excuses himself and retreats to their bathroom. He stays in there for over an hour. The girls take turns to knock on the door and plead with him to come out. Yuri whines a little about needing to use the bathroom. Taeyeon finally gives up and calls for SHINee’s leader to coax his band member out. Jinki is there within minutes, his usually perfect hair messy, almost as if he had ran all the way there. Jessica smiles; maybe he did. Everyone moves away as Jinki approaches the bathroom door. He knocks softly, it’s me. The door swings open to reveal a crying Kibum. Hyung, he cries as he hugs the older boy. Jinki sighs, rubbing small circles onto Kibum’s back. It’s okay, he says, I’m here now. Smiling apologetically, Jinki bows slightly at the girls and guides Kibum out of their apartment. Will you two be okay, Taeyeon asks. Jinki wipes away a few of Kibum’s tears. We’ll be fine, he replies. Jessica wishes she too had someone who cared about her.
She sees Sunny on the computer. She goes over and hugs the girl from behind. What are you up to, she asks as she reaches over for the mouse. Sunny tries to stop her, but not before Jessica sees the comments on the video. (I hate Jessica, such an annoying voice. ll She can’t sing. ll Why is she in Girls’ Generation? She should be in Slut Generation.) Almost everything, everything, are mean comments about Jessica. Jessica, Sunny starts, and never finishes. Just like Kibum had before her, Jessica runs into the bathroom and slams the door shut. She is tempted to drown herself in the bathtub, but she can’t do that to the girls. Instead, she settles for sitting on the toilet seat and crying. Part of her imagines Kibum doing the same. Jessi, a voice calls from behind the closed door. Jessica stops crying. She unlocks the door and allows Tiffany to enter the bathroom. The girl closes the door behind her. She sighs when she sees Jessica. You hang out with Kibum way too much, she says, but still she hugs Jessica. I saw the comments, she continues, you know they’re not true. Jessica’s voice shakes. They called me a slut.
Tiffany smiles; that makes the both us then, I guess.
And with a sinking heart, Jessica looks at Tiffany. She’s smiling, but there’s pain in her eyes. Jessica feels selfish, so selfish. Because she remembers the nights when Tiffany would cry, thinking that everyone was asleep. (Tiffany always has to have the shortest skirt.ll She can’t dance. ll She can’t even speak Korean properly. ll She’s a disgrace. ll I would love the band. If Tiffany wasn’t in it. ll Tiffany who? Oh, that slut.) Jessica’s arms are wrapped around Tiffany’s waist and I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. Tiffany presses her lips against Jessica’s forehead. Jessica imagines Jinki kissing Kibum the same way. Are you okay now? Jessica nods and hugs Tiffany a little tighter before pulling away. I’m fine.
Maybe someone did care after all.
A/N: You know guys, they're human too you know. Why are you calling them sluts and bitches? Just because they're close to the bands you like? I guess I'm guilty of that too (*cough*Krystal*cough*), but I don't actually go around calling her names. G-Dragon admitted to stalking his own videos to check out comments, what makes you think these girls don't do that as well? They're working really hard to make it big in an industry which is so hard to succeed in. Give them some credit.
She sees Sunny on the computer. She goes over and hugs the girl from behind. What are you up to, she asks as she reaches over for the mouse. Sunny tries to stop her, but not before Jessica sees the comments on the video. (I hate Jessica, such an annoying voice. ll She can’t sing. ll Why is she in Girls’ Generation? She should be in Slut Generation.) Almost everything, everything, are mean comments about Jessica. Jessica, Sunny starts, and never finishes. Just like Kibum had before her, Jessica runs into the bathroom and slams the door shut. She is tempted to drown herself in the bathtub, but she can’t do that to the girls. Instead, she settles for sitting on the toilet seat and crying. Part of her imagines Kibum doing the same. Jessi, a voice calls from behind the closed door. Jessica stops crying. She unlocks the door and allows Tiffany to enter the bathroom. The girl closes the door behind her. She sighs when she sees Jessica. You hang out with Kibum way too much, she says, but still she hugs Jessica. I saw the comments, she continues, you know they’re not true. Jessica’s voice shakes. They called me a slut.
Tiffany smiles; that makes the both us then, I guess.
And with a sinking heart, Jessica looks at Tiffany. She’s smiling, but there’s pain in her eyes. Jessica feels selfish, so selfish. Because she remembers the nights when Tiffany would cry, thinking that everyone was asleep. (Tiffany always has to have the shortest skirt.ll She can’t dance. ll She can’t even speak Korean properly. ll She’s a disgrace. ll I would love the band. If Tiffany wasn’t in it. ll Tiffany who? Oh, that slut.) Jessica’s arms are wrapped around Tiffany’s waist and I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. Tiffany presses her lips against Jessica’s forehead. Jessica imagines Jinki kissing Kibum the same way. Are you okay now? Jessica nods and hugs Tiffany a little tighter before pulling away. I’m fine.
Maybe someone did care after all.
A/N: You know guys, they're human too you know. Why are you calling them sluts and bitches? Just because they're close to the bands you like? I guess I'm guilty of that too (*cough*Krystal*cough*), but I don't actually go around calling her names. G-Dragon admitted to stalking his own videos to check out comments, what makes you think these girls don't do that as well? They're working really hard to make it big in an industry which is so hard to succeed in. Give them some credit.