Angel's Disguise
Title: Angel's Disguise
Status: 1/1
Author: bopeep_achu
Pairing: Jonghyun/Taemin
Rating: R -for cannibalism-
Genre: Supernatural, Horror, Angst, Romance
Summary: He thought he was an angel; but it wasn't...
WC: 3769
Angel’s Disguise
Have you ever felt you weren’t wanted at all? Pushed by the society, hated by your loved ones, left by your dearly beloved? It must’ve been tough for a mortal to live within lives like that. But sometimes we just had to pass through everything. The only thing was; whether we’re strong or weak; manage or not to endure it. And you weren’t one of the strongest cos you were one of the weakest.
You were blessed with a happy life as you were created down to Earth by God. He gave you life. Did you cherish it? Only a simple twist in your life broke all the happiness you had. And it extended to the point where you just had to ask yourself with that sharp small razor you’ve been hiding in the back of your purse for few months.
“Am I still allowed to live?”
And you cried.
You paced yourself lifelessly as you walked alone from college. Your steps felt heavy and you faced down facing the exciting ground below; instead of wanting to exchange gazes with wild pairs of eyes around you, having to ask people questioning the same thing over and over again.
“It was you who killed your sister right?”
But it wasn’t somehow. You were just unfortunate having people thought about you like that. You were so happy when you were 5, twirling round and round countless times with your new shoes the one your mother bought as you danced with her. Sad that she was gone forever from you when you turned 9. You felt guilty since she was protecting you from hitting that accelerating vehicle that passed through your mother. But you were happy again the next year. Well at least you were putting a bright smile when your dad married another; an elegant sophisticated lady who had a child of her own a year older than you however. Your dad thought she looked like your mother and thought you needed one. But you thought your dad was blind and stated you only needed your real mother in your heart; but just smiled as sweetly you can if it made your dad happy.
When you turned 13 you met a guy and were hooked up with him at the age of 14. He loved you the best. You loved him a lot too. But why when you went back to his apartment two days after your 18th birthday there on your favorite couch laid two figures one on top of another? He was on top of her; your step sister who you wanted to be friend with but kept pushing you away and out of her life. You only realized until then the only reason he stuck himself with you was only for money. And you only realized until after your dad was gone later the only reason your step mom being nice to you was only for money too. It was miserable enough for you to endure the pain living with your gold digger step mother. It was painful enough for you when your father followed your real mother; died on a white hospital bed off myocardial infarction. It was painful enough to see your boyfriend getting stolen away from your most hated step sister. You thought you were Cinderella and he was your Prince Charming; the only gateway to your fantasy fairytale world. But he wasn’t. It wasn’t necessary for Cinderella to get a happy ending. Cinderella never existed. So does a happy ending. He just wasn’t gay enough for you. You were played by everyone. You were tossed aside. And you were hurt a lot.
So deep inside you wished. Prayed every single thing for that one wish to happen as you replayed the same thing over and over again in your heart since you couldn’t take anything anymore. You were too painful, anxious and lonely. And you were hurt. You were deceived…
“Dear God, please take them all away. Like how you did to my parents”
So your wish came true. Yet life was never fair. It was never valid since the beginning. You smiled as you stood in front of their tombstones, each three crafted with different names and you just stood there in the rain while smirking some more. You won. They met an accident and crashed badly. Couldn’t be saved and you were praying that after all. Your wish came true. But you lost everything. You were in great debt, your father’s workers started quitting on their job and your friends thought you were jinxed. And you were left alone. Sometimes you wished for time to replay itself so you would pray for another.
“Will you take me instead if time were flashed back?”
You sat there in front of the giant cross and held your hands together. It had been your everyday routine to visit the empty old church where it was always dark inside since it was actually wasn’t in use anymore. But you liked it since no one came here and it was the only place where you felt ‘home’. Suddenly feeling closer to your mother whom you lost when you were 9 and your father who left you following your mother. You prayed everyday, sincerely and hoped for the angels to hear it too within the silence in the neglected building.
“Please take me away…”
It was a request you ask; a simple wish, but never was granted.
Or so you thought.
For the first time within the three months that you visit this church every day after classes, there were a soft, soothing sad melody played by the piano which stood quietly in a corner. A person sat there, fingers danced over the piano gracefully and the melody he was playing ghosted over you as you cried pouring the emotions you kept before. As the melody penetrated your ears, tears streaked down your cheeks. It happened automatically and you didn’t know why. But you felt relieved as it happened.
You woke up soon after, feeling warm cloth covering you from the cold and you held it within your cold hands. It was a black leather jacket and it smelled like… something you couldn’t describe by words; it smelled like a piece of heaven. So you looked around and took out your cell phone; 12:01 am. It was late.
You stood up and hugged the jacket in your arms and smiled as you did. It warmed you up and you felt something weird inside. You waited at the taxi stand and suddenly smelled the same fragrance from before as cold wind passed you, brushing few strands of hair to your face. And you felt soft fingertips caresses you hair, sipping your bangs to the back of your ear. And you looked up.
You were greeted by a pair of soft brown orbs. They were gentle yet scary at the same time. His hair was soft and you just knew it as winds passing through his strands of blond and brown. You felt like touching them. His face was pale and tired yet he looked beautiful. Like an angel descended from the heaven above.
And weirdly you were right.
“Would you believe me if I told you that you only have 6 hours to continue on living?”
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Heavenly kiss
Just a taste of your scent soothes my soul
He greeted you saying weird stuffs. You could here it properly, but your mind wouldn’t interpret it. He said there were only 6 hours for you to keep on living and he only stood there looking down at you with that ghostly but gentle brown hues. His blond strands blew by the wind giving you that heavenly scent and you couldn’t think of anything but only to ask;
“Are you an angel?”
Fly carry me up and away
far far away
He didn’t say anything, nor was he planned too; only looked deeper within your eyes and you knew your soul were sucked deep into those brown orbs. They’re hypnotizing. A taxi suddenly arrived and stopped but you wouldn’t bother. He stepped closer and you were numb from where you were standing. His hands jerked forward gently taking away the leather coat from your holding and he smiled so softly that you felt something weird inside of you. And you hated that familiar tingly feeling that just crossed your heart.
“You’re cold aren’t you?”
His voice was a melody for you and you starred deeply at him, somehow astonished by what he said. It was only few words but his voice was just beyond humane. So beautiful and sharp; you felt as if your ears were bleeding from hearing what he said. It was just too melancholically beautiful; how he sounded.
And you felt your heart wanting to jump out of your skin as he placed his leather jacket on your shoulder, tapping them gently. He wiped away the long bangs covering half of your eyes and you looked up at him. Like a child meeting a clown; you were scared yet so deeply curious. Feeling scared yet you couldn’t scream for help nor could you run away from this peculiar stranger you met.
And you didn’t know what else to do but to tug at his sleeve as he was leaving.
“If you were an angel, then take me now… Let me fly… Far far away”
It was silence later, filling with your soft sobs as you suddenly cried.
“I gladly will …”
Oh look in my eyes
Suddenly clear the beauty of love
He took your hand in his and you couldn’t help but to shiver as he did. His touches weren’t as warm as his leather; it was cold. It was icy cold in fact. You wanted to pull your hand away from his secure grip but you couldn’t. Nor did you want too. You could just run away from this stranger you met and blow your hand with air, warming it up. But you couldn’t. No matter how much you screamed in your head to do that but your body wouldn’t follow. He yanked you somewhere, neglecting the taxi you called for earlier and simply walked down the lonely cold lane. Your hand was numbed from his cold touches and you could feel goose bumps ghostly over your skin, sending shivers down your spines.
But nevertheless, you felt attached to this blond stranger. His soothing fragrance, his serene voice and his gentle gazes. You felt attached. Or more so you were falling in love once again. And you knew it by the rapid pump of your heart. The loud and clear thumping in your heart made it more obvious that you had fallen with this stranger. Fallen in love with an angel.
Feel the warmth of my skin
An innocent smile an angel's disguise
Never let show sorrow
He took you to somewhere you never set your foot upon. It was a small garden of roses, filled with multi colored roses. The fragrance was refreshing and it cleared your thoughts away. You felt your hand was let free from that cold grip from earlier and you opened your eyes facing the angel upon you. He had that soft gentle smile curved up his lips again. And you asked.
“Are you taking me now?”
He didn’t reply only shook his head a bit and faced you once again, reminding you that you still had less than 6 hours to go. You didn’t know it was possible for you to met an angel at the verge of your death. You didn’t know how was it that you would die later in few hours. You looked back and were caught back in a deep trance as your eyes locked with his. And you just thought everything that happened few minutes ago was a total absurd and suddenly felt that someone might be hating you still and was actually up to prank you, wanting to rub everything in your face. And you felt hot tears brimmed down your tear ducts. But you never knew why was it that you were crying. But you just couldn’t stop those tears from falling down. And you cursed yourself internally, mind all messed up.
But then you felt those cold familiar strong pairs of arms circling your tiny waist and you stumbled backwards hitting his broad chest as you were pulled back in a loose embrace. He had his cold hands wiping away those tears from your sullied face and you were silenced by his cold touches. It electrified your nerves. Everytime his cold touches met your skin. You shivered at those touches and he spun you around so you were facing him instead of those beds of roses.
And he kissed you…
There was a time when I'd dare not dream
That you would be on your way
He kissed you so gently and his cold marble lips electrified your whole body. You felt numb from the actions he did and there was nothing else to do but to kiss him back. And you did, coyly and slowly however.
He pulled back as he felt your lips replying his cold ones; and you whimpered at his actions as you finally adapted yourself with his lips. He smiled however, so gently and sincere that you felt scared again. He took your hands in his, and you were already familiar with his cold hands meeting yours; entwining fingers together as he brought one hand up kissing yours.
“Shall we dance?”
He finally asked.
You nodded at his suggestion, and looked at him with those wide innocent eyes of yours.
“I promise I’ll make this few final hours the most precious moment in your life…”
And he lightly led you in a waltz. You followed his graceful steps and there were no melodies surrounding you or so. There were only sweet scent of roses and his angelic ones, the dimmed light surrounding you and the light from the silvery moon that shone the both of you as you waltzed the night away. And that moment you finally believed in him. Believed he was an angel descended from heaven above and was going to take you away from the world that you hated. The world that you called cruel and unfair. The world that you wished to be banished from.
At that moment, you saw the most beautiful thing you had ever saw before; an angel spreading its pure white wings, embracing you with those pair of wings and you felt secured for the first time. He was an angel, and he danced with you. Sad that you fell for him.
Time now has come and we near the end part ways though we must
One simple request I ask; one little wish
You stopped suddenly leading him to a stop as well as he was about to twirl you around. You took your cell phone out and it was nearly 4 am. There were still two hours left for you to keep on living. You felt scared as time passed by. Usually when one dies he wouldn’t know it was his time to leave the world. But you didn’t. You were informed for the time of your death and you actually could prepare for it. But you didn’t know what to do. Anxious taking over you and you looked down. It was your wish to die soon but somehow you just didn’t know how to react. Meeting an angel who was going to take you away and fallen in love with him; you asked for a request.
“Before I go, would you hold me as I am yours? Let me be yours even if time is against me… Please”
He paced forward securing your face within his icy palms.
“As you wish. Within these two hours, I am yours and you are mine. Let’s make it precious even if heaven forbids”
You gasped as those cold marble lips shocked you. He kissed you lightly and lazily from your neck trailing his perfect nose down your jaw as he started nibbling on your skin to your collarbone. You held him tight within your hands; hands pulling his soft hair that you wanted to touch earlier. You held those veracious erotic sound which was escaping your mouth down your throat as he kissed you more deeply and passionate. You gasped when your tongue met his icy ones. It was cold. Colder than ice but it tasted like the mix of everything you liked before. He tasted like heaven as he roamed his tongue in your opened mouth. He was yours and you were his. It kept on replaying in your mind as you tried to control your senses while melting in those cold touches of him.
He was yours and you were his…
‘But it’ll be a cruel sin; banned from forgiveness from neither heaven nor hell’
Lay down with me now
Lend me your ear
I'll sing you a song of love so perfect and cruel
His fingers lingered on your smooth skin, trailing down from your jawline down to your chest and to your hips as he rest his hands there, captivating you within his embrace while you stared at him from beneath him. His dark eyes stared coldly at you back. Those cold icy stares he gave you, but it was weirdly gentle and warm. You were lost within the swirls in his orbs and let yourself melt in him as he roamed his tongue in all over your mouth. His cold touches were held you strongly by your back, stroking your hair gently as he violated your inside. He kept repeating those same words as you arched your back, feeling the screeching pleasuring pain, stating ‘It’s okay, it’s okay’ But it wasn’t okay as you know how this act was purely banished from both heaven and hell. You felt his cold fingers wiped those crystal tears forming near your tear duct, and he kissed you again, swallowing every of your painful screams of pleasure. And he rested his head on your chest; it heaved up and down and you bit your swollen lips realizing it was almost time.
5:55
You looked at him as he propped himself up, smiling that gently smile that had you fallen for him a few hours ago. He stood up, and picked up his clothes on the floor and wore them up. You only watched from where you laid, holding the tears from falling down. It was your wishes but somehow you felt anxious. Deeply scared and frightened by the angel before you, and somehow you felt goosebumps over your skin as he climbed back on top of you.
“Tick tock tick tock… Time is tickin tickin…”
He sang song and again he pulled the same smile which made my heart jumped. Scared and loved both mixing up simultaneously.
5:57
Only then when you noticed how his gentle smile pulled up into a smirk, his dark orbs turning from brown to gold and finally red hues were forming in those sockets, and when he had his hand penetrated your body; you realized, he wasn’t an angel. No he wasn’t.
You gasped as your brain finally registered the pain your body experienced. His tender soft hands becoming rough and sharp claws digging into your body, he wasn’t an angel; he was a devil searching for food you assumed. You felt his hand ripping your muscles apart, and he kissed you roughly, swallowing your scream. You gripped onto his shirt tightly, trying to ease the pain away. You panted as his hand stopped at one particular place beneath your chest; your heart.
“Why?...”
You breathed; hands holding onto his arms and you felt liquid trailing from the hole in your chest he just made down to the side of your body. His face was covered with splatters of your blood, sullying his pale skin.
“You’re very attracting. I find that you might be delicious. Especially that dirtied heart of yours” He smirked, leaning in closer, and placed one soft kiss on your forehead as he caressed away your tears. “And I bet you are too Lee Taemin. You did prayed everyday so that you would die soon right? Well isn’t that a wish come true now?” He smiled your favorite smile.
5:59
“W…Well since you… Haaah.. At least… y-your n..ame?”
You heard him scoffed some laughed and winced as he pressed his thumb against your accelerating heart.
“I’m Kim Jonghyun the Lucifer. And I’m sure we’ll meet again when we both perished in hell one day”
He smiled again.
You were too tired, and you couldn’t handle the pain anymore. So you pleaded him to stop torturing you and just end everything there.
“Please…”
You gawked your eyeballs out as his hand pressed on your thumping heart, pulled it away from the connecting nerves and vessels, ripping everything apart. There, you could feel how the oxygen draining out of your body. How blood started to gush out of your ripped vessels, it was beyond any pain you had felt before. And before you fell into a deep slumber, a slumber you knew you wouldn’t be able to wake up from it anymore, you saw his figure munching gluttonously on your heart. It was a scene beyond human. And he was no human as your blurry eyes saw how his fangs sunk in your heart, how greedy he was while he bit into your heart, blood slipping from the corner of his mouth messily. He was a devil; the worst of a kind… Kim Jonghyun the Lucifer.
6:00
Lullaby for an imperfect fool
Never let go sorrow
May 28th, South Korea, Seoul - The last heir of the Lee Corporation, Lee Taemin was found murdered in his small apartment. Witness, Mrs Kang Shimyun was only doing her daily routine making breakfast for the boy lived next door, only when she was waking up the teenager she then found out a lifeless body of Lee Taemin laid sprawled naked on the bed, blood everywhere on his white bedsheet and tiles, and there was a big hole on his chest, his heart was gone. He was suspected raped and abused badly, also murdered cruelly as the murdered took away his heart, making a hole out of his chest. The witness reported the crime at about 8:50 am yesterday and was suspected that the victim was killed at about 6 to 7 am. The witness also said that there were black feathers scattered around him, and a small blue rose blooming on his chest. Lee Taemin was the last heir of Lee Corporation, reported his stepmother and stepsister both died two months ago in a tragic car accident. It is said that one of Korean’s biggest communication company will buy the Lee Corporation since there was an unsolved bankruptcy that happened since two years ago. In spite of the matters, polices are on search for the murderer. The intentions of the murderer were also unknown, and this had been one of the most explicit cases of murdering that ever happened before. Yet it seemed like this mystery would be rather hard to solve.
-------------- And some one just happened to hear the same song again;
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A/N: my first ever fic like this.. I'm so proud.. did it when i had to study for my chemistry papers.. ugh ==;
ENJOY 8D
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EDITED:
okay this is like really stupid; but I just noticed I put up the wrong song O________O;
so I redone the song; and it was supposed to be the song Angel's Disguise by J.ae; but yeah; well anyway enjoy :)
Status: 1/1
Author: bopeep_achu
Pairing: Jonghyun/Taemin
Rating: R -for cannibalism-
Genre: Supernatural, Horror, Angst, Romance
Summary: He thought he was an angel; but it wasn't...
WC: 3769
Angel’s Disguise
Have you ever felt you weren’t wanted at all? Pushed by the society, hated by your loved ones, left by your dearly beloved? It must’ve been tough for a mortal to live within lives like that. But sometimes we just had to pass through everything. The only thing was; whether we’re strong or weak; manage or not to endure it. And you weren’t one of the strongest cos you were one of the weakest.
You were blessed with a happy life as you were created down to Earth by God. He gave you life. Did you cherish it? Only a simple twist in your life broke all the happiness you had. And it extended to the point where you just had to ask yourself with that sharp small razor you’ve been hiding in the back of your purse for few months.
“Am I still allowed to live?”
And you cried.
You paced yourself lifelessly as you walked alone from college. Your steps felt heavy and you faced down facing the exciting ground below; instead of wanting to exchange gazes with wild pairs of eyes around you, having to ask people questioning the same thing over and over again.
“It was you who killed your sister right?”
But it wasn’t somehow. You were just unfortunate having people thought about you like that. You were so happy when you were 5, twirling round and round countless times with your new shoes the one your mother bought as you danced with her. Sad that she was gone forever from you when you turned 9. You felt guilty since she was protecting you from hitting that accelerating vehicle that passed through your mother. But you were happy again the next year. Well at least you were putting a bright smile when your dad married another; an elegant sophisticated lady who had a child of her own a year older than you however. Your dad thought she looked like your mother and thought you needed one. But you thought your dad was blind and stated you only needed your real mother in your heart; but just smiled as sweetly you can if it made your dad happy.
When you turned 13 you met a guy and were hooked up with him at the age of 14. He loved you the best. You loved him a lot too. But why when you went back to his apartment two days after your 18th birthday there on your favorite couch laid two figures one on top of another? He was on top of her; your step sister who you wanted to be friend with but kept pushing you away and out of her life. You only realized until then the only reason he stuck himself with you was only for money. And you only realized until after your dad was gone later the only reason your step mom being nice to you was only for money too. It was miserable enough for you to endure the pain living with your gold digger step mother. It was painful enough for you when your father followed your real mother; died on a white hospital bed off myocardial infarction. It was painful enough to see your boyfriend getting stolen away from your most hated step sister. You thought you were Cinderella and he was your Prince Charming; the only gateway to your fantasy fairytale world. But he wasn’t. It wasn’t necessary for Cinderella to get a happy ending. Cinderella never existed. So does a happy ending. He just wasn’t gay enough for you. You were played by everyone. You were tossed aside. And you were hurt a lot.
So deep inside you wished. Prayed every single thing for that one wish to happen as you replayed the same thing over and over again in your heart since you couldn’t take anything anymore. You were too painful, anxious and lonely. And you were hurt. You were deceived…
“Dear God, please take them all away. Like how you did to my parents”
So your wish came true. Yet life was never fair. It was never valid since the beginning. You smiled as you stood in front of their tombstones, each three crafted with different names and you just stood there in the rain while smirking some more. You won. They met an accident and crashed badly. Couldn’t be saved and you were praying that after all. Your wish came true. But you lost everything. You were in great debt, your father’s workers started quitting on their job and your friends thought you were jinxed. And you were left alone. Sometimes you wished for time to replay itself so you would pray for another.
“Will you take me instead if time were flashed back?”
You sat there in front of the giant cross and held your hands together. It had been your everyday routine to visit the empty old church where it was always dark inside since it was actually wasn’t in use anymore. But you liked it since no one came here and it was the only place where you felt ‘home’. Suddenly feeling closer to your mother whom you lost when you were 9 and your father who left you following your mother. You prayed everyday, sincerely and hoped for the angels to hear it too within the silence in the neglected building.
“Please take me away…”
It was a request you ask; a simple wish, but never was granted.
Or so you thought.
For the first time within the three months that you visit this church every day after classes, there were a soft, soothing sad melody played by the piano which stood quietly in a corner. A person sat there, fingers danced over the piano gracefully and the melody he was playing ghosted over you as you cried pouring the emotions you kept before. As the melody penetrated your ears, tears streaked down your cheeks. It happened automatically and you didn’t know why. But you felt relieved as it happened.
You woke up soon after, feeling warm cloth covering you from the cold and you held it within your cold hands. It was a black leather jacket and it smelled like… something you couldn’t describe by words; it smelled like a piece of heaven. So you looked around and took out your cell phone; 12:01 am. It was late.
You stood up and hugged the jacket in your arms and smiled as you did. It warmed you up and you felt something weird inside. You waited at the taxi stand and suddenly smelled the same fragrance from before as cold wind passed you, brushing few strands of hair to your face. And you felt soft fingertips caresses you hair, sipping your bangs to the back of your ear. And you looked up.
You were greeted by a pair of soft brown orbs. They were gentle yet scary at the same time. His hair was soft and you just knew it as winds passing through his strands of blond and brown. You felt like touching them. His face was pale and tired yet he looked beautiful. Like an angel descended from the heaven above.
And weirdly you were right.
“Would you believe me if I told you that you only have 6 hours to continue on living?”
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Click to viewHeavenly kiss
Just a taste of your scent soothes my soul
He greeted you saying weird stuffs. You could here it properly, but your mind wouldn’t interpret it. He said there were only 6 hours for you to keep on living and he only stood there looking down at you with that ghostly but gentle brown hues. His blond strands blew by the wind giving you that heavenly scent and you couldn’t think of anything but only to ask;
“Are you an angel?”
Fly carry me up and away
far far away
He didn’t say anything, nor was he planned too; only looked deeper within your eyes and you knew your soul were sucked deep into those brown orbs. They’re hypnotizing. A taxi suddenly arrived and stopped but you wouldn’t bother. He stepped closer and you were numb from where you were standing. His hands jerked forward gently taking away the leather coat from your holding and he smiled so softly that you felt something weird inside of you. And you hated that familiar tingly feeling that just crossed your heart.
“You’re cold aren’t you?”
His voice was a melody for you and you starred deeply at him, somehow astonished by what he said. It was only few words but his voice was just beyond humane. So beautiful and sharp; you felt as if your ears were bleeding from hearing what he said. It was just too melancholically beautiful; how he sounded.
And you felt your heart wanting to jump out of your skin as he placed his leather jacket on your shoulder, tapping them gently. He wiped away the long bangs covering half of your eyes and you looked up at him. Like a child meeting a clown; you were scared yet so deeply curious. Feeling scared yet you couldn’t scream for help nor could you run away from this peculiar stranger you met.
And you didn’t know what else to do but to tug at his sleeve as he was leaving.
“If you were an angel, then take me now… Let me fly… Far far away”
It was silence later, filling with your soft sobs as you suddenly cried.
“I gladly will …”
Oh look in my eyes
Suddenly clear the beauty of love
He took your hand in his and you couldn’t help but to shiver as he did. His touches weren’t as warm as his leather; it was cold. It was icy cold in fact. You wanted to pull your hand away from his secure grip but you couldn’t. Nor did you want too. You could just run away from this stranger you met and blow your hand with air, warming it up. But you couldn’t. No matter how much you screamed in your head to do that but your body wouldn’t follow. He yanked you somewhere, neglecting the taxi you called for earlier and simply walked down the lonely cold lane. Your hand was numbed from his cold touches and you could feel goose bumps ghostly over your skin, sending shivers down your spines.
But nevertheless, you felt attached to this blond stranger. His soothing fragrance, his serene voice and his gentle gazes. You felt attached. Or more so you were falling in love once again. And you knew it by the rapid pump of your heart. The loud and clear thumping in your heart made it more obvious that you had fallen with this stranger. Fallen in love with an angel.
Feel the warmth of my skin
An innocent smile an angel's disguise
Never let show sorrow
He took you to somewhere you never set your foot upon. It was a small garden of roses, filled with multi colored roses. The fragrance was refreshing and it cleared your thoughts away. You felt your hand was let free from that cold grip from earlier and you opened your eyes facing the angel upon you. He had that soft gentle smile curved up his lips again. And you asked.
“Are you taking me now?”
He didn’t reply only shook his head a bit and faced you once again, reminding you that you still had less than 6 hours to go. You didn’t know it was possible for you to met an angel at the verge of your death. You didn’t know how was it that you would die later in few hours. You looked back and were caught back in a deep trance as your eyes locked with his. And you just thought everything that happened few minutes ago was a total absurd and suddenly felt that someone might be hating you still and was actually up to prank you, wanting to rub everything in your face. And you felt hot tears brimmed down your tear ducts. But you never knew why was it that you were crying. But you just couldn’t stop those tears from falling down. And you cursed yourself internally, mind all messed up.
But then you felt those cold familiar strong pairs of arms circling your tiny waist and you stumbled backwards hitting his broad chest as you were pulled back in a loose embrace. He had his cold hands wiping away those tears from your sullied face and you were silenced by his cold touches. It electrified your nerves. Everytime his cold touches met your skin. You shivered at those touches and he spun you around so you were facing him instead of those beds of roses.
And he kissed you…
There was a time when I'd dare not dream
That you would be on your way
He kissed you so gently and his cold marble lips electrified your whole body. You felt numb from the actions he did and there was nothing else to do but to kiss him back. And you did, coyly and slowly however.
He pulled back as he felt your lips replying his cold ones; and you whimpered at his actions as you finally adapted yourself with his lips. He smiled however, so gently and sincere that you felt scared again. He took your hands in his, and you were already familiar with his cold hands meeting yours; entwining fingers together as he brought one hand up kissing yours.
“Shall we dance?”
He finally asked.
You nodded at his suggestion, and looked at him with those wide innocent eyes of yours.
“I promise I’ll make this few final hours the most precious moment in your life…”
And he lightly led you in a waltz. You followed his graceful steps and there were no melodies surrounding you or so. There were only sweet scent of roses and his angelic ones, the dimmed light surrounding you and the light from the silvery moon that shone the both of you as you waltzed the night away. And that moment you finally believed in him. Believed he was an angel descended from heaven above and was going to take you away from the world that you hated. The world that you called cruel and unfair. The world that you wished to be banished from.
At that moment, you saw the most beautiful thing you had ever saw before; an angel spreading its pure white wings, embracing you with those pair of wings and you felt secured for the first time. He was an angel, and he danced with you. Sad that you fell for him.
Time now has come and we near the end part ways though we must
One simple request I ask; one little wish
You stopped suddenly leading him to a stop as well as he was about to twirl you around. You took your cell phone out and it was nearly 4 am. There were still two hours left for you to keep on living. You felt scared as time passed by. Usually when one dies he wouldn’t know it was his time to leave the world. But you didn’t. You were informed for the time of your death and you actually could prepare for it. But you didn’t know what to do. Anxious taking over you and you looked down. It was your wish to die soon but somehow you just didn’t know how to react. Meeting an angel who was going to take you away and fallen in love with him; you asked for a request.
“Before I go, would you hold me as I am yours? Let me be yours even if time is against me… Please”
He paced forward securing your face within his icy palms.
“As you wish. Within these two hours, I am yours and you are mine. Let’s make it precious even if heaven forbids”
You gasped as those cold marble lips shocked you. He kissed you lightly and lazily from your neck trailing his perfect nose down your jaw as he started nibbling on your skin to your collarbone. You held him tight within your hands; hands pulling his soft hair that you wanted to touch earlier. You held those veracious erotic sound which was escaping your mouth down your throat as he kissed you more deeply and passionate. You gasped when your tongue met his icy ones. It was cold. Colder than ice but it tasted like the mix of everything you liked before. He tasted like heaven as he roamed his tongue in your opened mouth. He was yours and you were his. It kept on replaying in your mind as you tried to control your senses while melting in those cold touches of him.
He was yours and you were his…
‘But it’ll be a cruel sin; banned from forgiveness from neither heaven nor hell’
Lay down with me now
Lend me your ear
I'll sing you a song of love so perfect and cruel
His fingers lingered on your smooth skin, trailing down from your jawline down to your chest and to your hips as he rest his hands there, captivating you within his embrace while you stared at him from beneath him. His dark eyes stared coldly at you back. Those cold icy stares he gave you, but it was weirdly gentle and warm. You were lost within the swirls in his orbs and let yourself melt in him as he roamed his tongue in all over your mouth. His cold touches were held you strongly by your back, stroking your hair gently as he violated your inside. He kept repeating those same words as you arched your back, feeling the screeching pleasuring pain, stating ‘It’s okay, it’s okay’ But it wasn’t okay as you know how this act was purely banished from both heaven and hell. You felt his cold fingers wiped those crystal tears forming near your tear duct, and he kissed you again, swallowing every of your painful screams of pleasure. And he rested his head on your chest; it heaved up and down and you bit your swollen lips realizing it was almost time.
5:55
You looked at him as he propped himself up, smiling that gently smile that had you fallen for him a few hours ago. He stood up, and picked up his clothes on the floor and wore them up. You only watched from where you laid, holding the tears from falling down. It was your wishes but somehow you felt anxious. Deeply scared and frightened by the angel before you, and somehow you felt goosebumps over your skin as he climbed back on top of you.
“Tick tock tick tock… Time is tickin tickin…”
He sang song and again he pulled the same smile which made my heart jumped. Scared and loved both mixing up simultaneously.
5:57
Only then when you noticed how his gentle smile pulled up into a smirk, his dark orbs turning from brown to gold and finally red hues were forming in those sockets, and when he had his hand penetrated your body; you realized, he wasn’t an angel. No he wasn’t.
You gasped as your brain finally registered the pain your body experienced. His tender soft hands becoming rough and sharp claws digging into your body, he wasn’t an angel; he was a devil searching for food you assumed. You felt his hand ripping your muscles apart, and he kissed you roughly, swallowing your scream. You gripped onto his shirt tightly, trying to ease the pain away. You panted as his hand stopped at one particular place beneath your chest; your heart.
“Why?...”
You breathed; hands holding onto his arms and you felt liquid trailing from the hole in your chest he just made down to the side of your body. His face was covered with splatters of your blood, sullying his pale skin.
“You’re very attracting. I find that you might be delicious. Especially that dirtied heart of yours” He smirked, leaning in closer, and placed one soft kiss on your forehead as he caressed away your tears. “And I bet you are too Lee Taemin. You did prayed everyday so that you would die soon right? Well isn’t that a wish come true now?” He smiled your favorite smile.
5:59
“W…Well since you… Haaah.. At least… y-your n..ame?”
You heard him scoffed some laughed and winced as he pressed his thumb against your accelerating heart.
“I’m Kim Jonghyun the Lucifer. And I’m sure we’ll meet again when we both perished in hell one day”
He smiled again.
You were too tired, and you couldn’t handle the pain anymore. So you pleaded him to stop torturing you and just end everything there.
“Please…”
You gawked your eyeballs out as his hand pressed on your thumping heart, pulled it away from the connecting nerves and vessels, ripping everything apart. There, you could feel how the oxygen draining out of your body. How blood started to gush out of your ripped vessels, it was beyond any pain you had felt before. And before you fell into a deep slumber, a slumber you knew you wouldn’t be able to wake up from it anymore, you saw his figure munching gluttonously on your heart. It was a scene beyond human. And he was no human as your blurry eyes saw how his fangs sunk in your heart, how greedy he was while he bit into your heart, blood slipping from the corner of his mouth messily. He was a devil; the worst of a kind… Kim Jonghyun the Lucifer.
6:00
Lullaby for an imperfect fool
Never let go sorrow
May 28th, South Korea, Seoul - The last heir of the Lee Corporation, Lee Taemin was found murdered in his small apartment. Witness, Mrs Kang Shimyun was only doing her daily routine making breakfast for the boy lived next door, only when she was waking up the teenager she then found out a lifeless body of Lee Taemin laid sprawled naked on the bed, blood everywhere on his white bedsheet and tiles, and there was a big hole on his chest, his heart was gone. He was suspected raped and abused badly, also murdered cruelly as the murdered took away his heart, making a hole out of his chest. The witness reported the crime at about 8:50 am yesterday and was suspected that the victim was killed at about 6 to 7 am. The witness also said that there were black feathers scattered around him, and a small blue rose blooming on his chest. Lee Taemin was the last heir of Lee Corporation, reported his stepmother and stepsister both died two months ago in a tragic car accident. It is said that one of Korean’s biggest communication company will buy the Lee Corporation since there was an unsolved bankruptcy that happened since two years ago. In spite of the matters, polices are on search for the murderer. The intentions of the murderer were also unknown, and this had been one of the most explicit cases of murdering that ever happened before. Yet it seemed like this mystery would be rather hard to solve.
-------------- And some one just happened to hear the same song again;
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A/N: my first ever fic like this.. I'm so proud.. did it when i had to study for my chemistry papers.. ugh ==;
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EDITED:
okay this is like really stupid; but I just noticed I put up the wrong song O________O;
so I redone the song; and it was supposed to be the song Angel's Disguise by J.ae; but yeah; well anyway enjoy :)