this judicial thing is getting even more out of control. I get to have an advisor at my hearing and i want my dad. but with their schedule and mine, hearings can really only be tuesdays and wednesdays...and soon. Cant even wait till after tax season. He might fly up for the day and go back. It could be a $200 flight. My mom talked to her ( Read more... )

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman
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Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is
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i had a dream last night. and my parents had their interpretation but i just realized mine ( Read more... )

AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING WEEKEND ( Read more... )

step by step. check it off ( Read more... )

I fucked up. big time. and my parents can tell me all they want that it'll be okay, that its not life or death, but the truth is that we needed to have charged families $5 more per person in the first place and it is so fucking embarressing to ask for that now. We need at least $500 to fall from the sky. And thats with cutting down numbers and ( Read more... )

evelyn was in my last dream last night. like all over it. and i kept trying to sneak putting my middle finger up at her or her friend and she kept catching me. every time she'd see me do it, shed make some symbol with her hand back ( Read more... )

the latest in my academic honesty craziness ( Read more... )

I lay on my living room couch last night/this morning for almost 15 hours, about 13 of them were straight. I slept there for about 10 of them. I'm feeling better today, but still so drained and a loss of motivation to do anything but family weekend stuff or extreme stuff. I need to remember to take care of myself and be social in the midst of ( Read more... )