Comments | shining_x_starr: shooot son. (:

shining_x_starr

shooot son. (:

Dec 10, 2005 12:22

well i've been sick for a while...but today mite be my max? and when i'm sick..i have noting to do but talk on the fone...but hwen i dont feel like talking on the fone. i think...n when i think too much..theres just no chance in stopping. so yeah things are really stupid in my life. so much has happend this year...and last year...and just i grew up ( Read more... )

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shizzamyrizza December 11 2005, 00:02:22 UTC

wow i feel so sorry that i havent been close to you. :-/
on some of the parts i really get where you're coming from: fake friends, trusting too much, expecting too much..

the worst part of it all is when you face it alone,
when you're by yourself and you don't have people to talk to,

it's the worst feeling lonely and being lonely.

i remember getting hurt by people, and calling people, trying to find someone to talk to about it, trying to find someone who cared,
and literally took like five or more phonecalls to finally get through to someone who would listen.

so seriously babe,
even though we aren't close and i'm not involved in your life,
i will ALWAYS be here for you if you just need to sort something out or let something out.
s/n: shizzamyrizza. cell: 890.0578.
seriously, don't be shy. you won't be a hassle at all.

oh, and we can hang out around christmastime 8-)
but i dont like christmas that much, so i dont know if youd wanna. lol

<3<3

roey03 December 11 2005, 09:10:08 UTC

gosh i feel like an asssssss. cuz number one, i don't know what's up anymore and for the past couple of months. and number two i don't do anything about it. sigh, i'm sorry. i'm not like the best friend i was before. i guess things have really changed and it's starting to take its toll and effect. but some things have stayed the same, like me hardly calling cuz i'd always expect the call. and now it's biting me in the ass, cuz i took that for granted. and i took some other things for granted, like our tight friendship, i don[t really know how, just felt like i did. i dont know where to start, but i think we should talk and really tell each other what we think. and not hold back anything just cuz it might be hurtful or something, cuz i don't know, i think something needs to be told and let out otherwise things might not be better. we need a face to face. errr talk to talk. haha whichever. i really want to tell you things again. you're someone that i'd never want to lose. EVER. and i haven't really done anything to make you worth ( ... )