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I finally find a girl who I like who likes me and her mother has the nerve to forbid us from ever dating everevereverever.

This week has been one continuous damnit moment.

I still exist.

Menomena > you.

Being awake sucks.

Oh, but there are only two weeks left until graduation! Hooray.

I want to go to bed. I don't want to walk to school, which I will have to do again today.

Goddamnit.

I NEED SLEEP.

Screw the American educational system. It sucks at what it does anyways, let me stay home and snooze instead.

My father never hugs me back anymore ( Read more... )

So life is pretty boring lately. Girls are being girls, as they normally are.

I can't move my head to the right. I hate sleeping funny.

I'm in a major predicament about prom. I have absolutely no idea who to ask, and that is very lame ( Read more... )

Something in the back of my mind tells me that I really should not have gotten my hopes up again ( Read more... )

Perhaps to a person I used to hate, or a person I used to long to be.

Perhaps a small part of me wanted both, and it got one.

I wish I got it.

I really really do.

I'm so sick.

I don't get it! I haven't been able to stop thinking about her since midway through summer.

I hate seeing her with him every damn day. I hate it.

I hate it.

I want to go to bed for a very long time.

I do believe I've lost all faith in people ( Read more... )