Family

Apr 13, 2006 00:21

I'm jealous of people who have them. Jealous to the point of breaking down, actually. My father died and my mother is...my mother. I don't know how to describe her any other way. I don't denounce her...I just can't stand her a lot of the time. I suppose I never really had a family growing up, and now more than ever, I see the result of that. My ( Read more... )

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_shiya_wind April 13 2006, 06:52:41 UTC
Shunny, I had no idea you felt that way. I'm so sorry. ._. Reading this made me feel so sad. You know you are welcome anytime into our home. I'm so glad you enjoyed it. I was beginning to worry for a while. I wish you did live out here. I miss you a lot. When you left, it just felt so empty..

I know my mom cares about me. Sometimes it's just hard to see it under all of the yelling and stress she gives me. I know she does. Ever since you left, she hasn't been yelling at me anymore. She mentioned you, and said she really liked you a lot. She said you can come back any time. Please don't feel sad. I feel like I'm now feeling it with you..

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mistress_yuna April 13 2006, 20:05:07 UTC
While I cannot say I know what it is like to have an absent father, I do understand your feelings. Many times I have envied my friends greatly because they come from large and whole families. You know, families with two married parents and a bunch of siblings, families that actually sit down to dinner with eachother each night. Latley I've been feeling an emptiness when I think of other people's relationships with their siblings. I want a sister, I feel alone a lot being the only child. It worries me in the future, if I am not married an have a family of my own for some reason, I have to alone take care of my aging parents and their funerals and stuff. It bothers me.

Just though I would add something to relate to.

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Family bindusara April 13 2006, 21:49:52 UTC
Riku thinks your part of his family, and my family rocks the fox box.
*hug*

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