Some more things about me just in case you are in the dark.
TEN FAVORITES
01. televison show:Don't watch it much but I would say Naruto Or Avatar
02. flower: Prim rose
03. color: Orange
04. sport: Tennis
05. mall: Abilene
06. music: J-Rock, Rock, Or Anime
07. food: Onigiri
08. season: Winter and spring
09. animal: Dragon and Cat
10. city: Okinawa or Shibuya
TEN FACTS
01. hometown: Abilene
02. hair color: Diry blonde
03. hair length: slightly long for a guy
04. hair style: Curly and everywhere
05. eye color: Blue with a little green
06. shoe size: 10 1/2
07. mood: thoughtful and philosophic
08. orientation: undecided
09. available?: yes I am and I like being single
10. lefty/righty: mostly right but I can use both
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
01. have you ever been in love?: I have and I am.
02. do you believe in love: I do entirely.
03. why did your last relationship fail: The person doesn't notice me as a lover
04. have you ever been heartbroken: At times I have been
05. have you ever broken someone's heart: I could but I wouldn't
06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: which one?
07. have you ever loved someone but never told them: Of course I hae.
08. are you afraid of commitment: I am
09. have you ever had a secret admirer: You tell me.
10. do you believe in love at first sight: I do but not a personal thing for me.
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
01. love or money: Love I have all the money I will ever need.
02. hard liquor or beer: Liquor(screwdrivers mostly)
03. night or day: Midnight on a full moon
04. one night stands or relationships: Relationships
05. televison or internet: Internet and books
07. wild night out or romantic night in: How about both?
08. colors or black and white: Either way...
09. phone or in person: Person so I can see your eyes
10. aim or myspace: Aim
TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
01. have you ever been caught sneaking out: I have never been caught but I have done it a few times.
02. have you ever skinny dipped: no and I don't really plan to.
03. have you ever done something you regret: Never I try to live without those regrets.
04. have you ever bungee jumped: I could try it.
05. have you ever been on a house boat: Could be fun
06. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: Never tried one
07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: You bet your Anime I have
08. have you ever stolen anything from your parents: I have and I was caught.
HEY! NUMBER NINE IS MISSING!
10. have you ever dyed your hair? No I haven't.
TEN EMOTIONS
01. are you missing someone right now: Yes I am.
02. are you happy: I am.
03. are you talking to anyone right now: I sure am(myself that is)
04. are you bored: A little
05. are you german: Ich spreche Deutch. But I am not German.
06. are you irish: Yes I am and I can hold my liquor.
07. are you french: Nope
08. are you Italian: I think
09. are your parents still married: Remarried 3 times
10. do you like someone right now: Of course I do!
I have had a good day. I went and chilled at putt-putt with James for a while and then went home and started on my new club. I worked on it for a while and then I decided to read volume five of genshiken..Good so far. I got on the computer and played some games and wrote a little and here I am.
Some more chain thinking that I did.
Sometimes I feel a little lost and I don't know what to do. I look and I look but I just don't know what I was doing or what I should do. I have moments like these every once in a while and they scare me. I am so afraid that one day I will forget. I am one that has only taken pride in a few things and among those precious few I treasure my memories.
I think that memories are most important. You can learn from certain memories. I am a person that doesn't like to make mistakes so I try to learn as much as I can from them.
I pride myself in my ways of thinking and my ways of speaking and writing,all of which you are most use to. I thin this way because not many do it anymore. The way I think if the views I somethime expressed were adopted...they could change the world.
But I am a romantic and a Dreamer(I pride myself on this too), no one listens anymore...the world is full of decite and cruelty making people untrusting of thier own kind and blocking out reason and logic and philosophy.
I have dreams about what the world could be like and I like it,but those and the dreams of a dreamer. I also have serial dreams about my own world as I live out my life there from day to day. It is fun and I love it there...It makes waking up to this world of senseless slaughter and cruelty all the more difficult. I strive for creating that world with my writing so that some people like me will have a place to go when the don't.
I love to do chain thinking it gets alot done in a short amout of time if I do say so myself. I promise to write about something a little lighter later on. Maybe I will write about love or imaginations and fantasy.
But till I write again,
Your thoughtful voice for all eternity,
Daniru Aren Dai