i leave for SEP on sunday.
i'm going to be with hundreds of wonderful people for two weeks.
i'm going to miss many people who wont be there so much.

crap.
i love you.

what
the
hell?!?!

ben just told me
that he's been kicked outof his house ( Read more... )

last night i worked for my dad and we painted together to make something for his work ( Read more... )

since sonya is here... i shall be brief.

my parents are wonderful.
so is sonya.
and evan.
and richard.
and hell... so is nyle.
even though he almost killed me with firwroeks last night.

mushrooms have great stage presence.

i think that sonya is in love all over again.
this makes me happy.
today has been so freaking amazing.
despite feeling like throwing up ( Read more... )

Happy Independence Day everyone!

i hope i get to hang out with Richard today. and Forrest.
that would be cool.
i feel content. and to tell you the truth i had some amazing dreams last night. and when i woke up to an open bedroom above my head and looked up into the sky and saw the sunshine i felt really happy and alive.
tomorrow is JL. but i think i ( Read more... )

woah dude...

i just got the new mirah CD -- c'mon miracle
i'm on my 3rd time strgith of playing it.

let's just say that:
-talking on the phone with a very wonderful person for multiple hours
-getting a Mirah CD
-burning incense
-drawing
-writing
-laying in the sun
-dancing with myself in my room with the drapes closed
-singing

makes me feel like i'm living ( Read more... )

i think i woke my family up by blasting Mirah in my room all morning ( Read more... )

come gather 'round people
wherever you roam
and admit that the waters
around you have grown
and accept  it that soon
you'll be drenched to the bone.
if your time to you
is worth savin'
then you better start swimmin'
or you'll sink like a stone
for the times they are a changin'.

come writers and critics
who prophesize with your pen
and keep your eyes wide
the ( Read more... )

it's almost tomorrow.


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i realized that i laugh the most, cry the most, learn the most, feel the most and talk the most whenever i'm around eddy. we talked a lot and i told him everything. as in EVERYTHING. and it didn't become a disaster. it turned out marvelous. and i realized that being honest with the people you care about is the only way to go about living life ( Read more... )