Iìm in one of my depresive moods again. Can't help it. It's not because of Rome, because I finally love it and don't want to leave. I'm just really confuesd about some things at the moment and that puts me down, But I think it's too complicated to write it down here. It's Better to discuss it by mails in private or by phone

... so tired. Only got to bed again after Midnight. I went over to have dinner at Jasmin-s house with Rick from Holland,and also Xavier, the French guy from BArcelona. And for some reason we allways end up drinking. So Jasmin and I killed 2 bottles of wine. I mean, just the teo of us, and since I hadn-t eaten so much I felt kinda dizzy. I wish I ( Read more... )

hey, you are all so boring:-) do I have too much time, or does it only seem that only I am online all the time and you guys are not ( Read more... )

going out was really fun. It was the first time in Rome that i got to dance and listen to some good music... I must say I got a little bit drunk, and you know I allways get a little bit provocative, so I just ignored that the swedish guy had piut an eye on me. I mean in the end it doesn-t matter because I wouldn-t hook up with him anyway. Well, ( Read more... )

i know it is weekend but and usually I cant write but I am at Jasmin´s house (from Germany) and she has wireless ( Read more... )

yesterday alex and i talked again. He's calling me every day this week, because we don't know how to do it the next 3 weeks, because we both can only use the phone booth and that's going to be expensive... I think once I am home the time will pass by faster, because i wanna work etc. Also I promised myself to SAFE money, and not only to spend it ( Read more... )

on Saturday Alex is leaving to L.A., it+s a weird feeling that this time I+m cominghome and he+s not the one who picks me up. I am so used to him being around, because I+m usually the one that is gone ( Read more... )

I signed the contract for Bad Honnef. I'm an official "university" student...

my weekend was great/ the ionly thing that is the worst is to leave again. now i am homesick. although i know at home I am not happy either. It-s weird. after a while of travelling i feel like i don-t belong anywhere. I know that everyone is happy to see me but it feels like i don-t fit anymore. you know, here I am a foreigner. Nut at home I am ( Read more... )

I am in Germany. Just arrived in Bonn. Mz uncle picked me up from the trainstation, so now i am in his office waiting to go home with him. Just had coffee and cookies, so I am feeling pretty good...
Tomorrow's the big test... arrg, have to look ocer some more things online...

See you all soon...