..... not again.......

[shinychainmail]

i've got nothing to say, and an overwhelming urge to express it.. it makes no sense to me, because how can i put into words that which isn't there? i don't know..... i need someone i can sit down with and talk to.... someone i can converse with.... the whole phone thing isn't cutting it for me... part of me just wants to go back to michigan.. but

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Here's my rant.

[undecided504]

As much as I would like it if you came back to Michigan, I would also be angry. Remember all of our mopey talks, and we both said we just needed to get out of Michigan, but didn't have the balls to do so. Well, you grew the balls, and if you gave up so quickly, I'd be mighty disappointed in you. For years have I dreamed and wished and made a plan to leave. I've had places to go, people to put me up, but I always wimped out in the end. But you went through with it. In a way I'm jealous, because you've conquered something I've always wanted to. Eventually, I might still do it. Hell, I've got a Colorado offer on the table. But I probably won't take it. Because I don't have the balls that you do. I am so proud of you for doing what we've talked about for well over a year now. All I can hope to do, is to try and put myself in a similar situation.

Stay strong, and don't give up yet. I'm proud of you.
Love you tons!

Eileen :-)

[sillygirl542]

sweetie, i know just how you feel. but give more than just a month more. get into a routine, go out, meet people. go to a local coffee place like java hutt, or even somewhere on the campus where justin goes to school. find people you like, and who you can be friends with. make the effort, and you will be so much better off. remember, even if you want to go back, just think of the reasons why you left and you will be even more convinced to stay. everyone is rooting for you, and we love you.
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