Feel like i've fallen into a confused state, leaving me lost ( Read more... )

I think i dont quite know what i got myself into.
But i sense doom day!

crap man.. i feel like the most unhealthy person ever,
like some illness is gonna creep up on me and
"BANG BANG, U'RE DEAD!"

sometimes dont u think u just admire someone so much that you wish
you'd admired yourself half as much?
i realise i have a self esteem problem here.
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i 'm really greedy pig.
i just wish i'm sitting/walking/strolling/swimming/running/jogging/singing/laughing in japan.

Guess its pretty damn true to me that people have a few sides..
su su and i used to say, thats because we tend to treat different people differently, and we naturally act differently, speak differently.
so how about the side that we all sometimes try to hide, constantly acting like this side never existed.
but i realize, sometimes someone comes ( Read more... )

PUI AR!

Emotions are such weird things, if i ever get weirder than emotions, there will be no one who can be weirder. sometimes it can be true that alcohol can help someone speak their mind. but this isnt courage, the alcohol is just present as an excuse. the next day when i sober up, i can easily say- ' sorry i was drunk last night'.

Being emo is such a pain in the ass ( Read more... )

whenever i listen to Mr Chieru, i feel as if yahh this is japan.
everything abt them just describes it all- all abt wad i love abt japan.
it's all in it.

chekkit!

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some doubts in my life, i think i truly enjoy my lifestyle ( Read more... )

why do i always doubt people?
is it because they are not trustworthy? or is it because i refused to take the risk?
Is it because they have failed me too many times? or is it because i'm just too proud?
am i just afraid of the fact that good things just dont last?