Soulless in the dirt

[shiore4]

My grandmother died. We weren't really close, and it's wierd she was my last living grandparent. I've been feeling really wierd lately, like I'm trying to distance myself from other people. Sometimes I wonder if I have a brain deficiancy. I watched Do the Right Thing in Narrative cinema today, I really liked it. Wednesday I have an interview for

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Aw :(

[gourmet_frog]

I'm sorry Stinky. When my grandmother died I didn't feel anything either, I don't know why, I cried very little if nothing, but I did have horrible nighmares about her. We were neither close nor not, I would've been closer to her but I live really far away from my family, so I didn't see her that much; but I was close to her when I was little. Anyway, it didn't really hit me until later, and then I cried like I should have in the first place and got it out, and the nightmares stopped. I also feel like I'm numb to everything, like zombie-ish sometimes, and I hate it, yet I am uber-sensitive at the same time. I don't know if you're the same way, maybe our ADD prevents us from feeling things when we should or something. (kidding) Anyway, that's just me.

[brilliantpants]

I'm sorry about your grandmother, and i'm sorry you feel so zombie like. But try not to worry about that listless feeling too much. I'm pretty sure most people our age feel like that a lot. Other people are not as together as you might think, and you're not as crazy as you might feel.

[johnnyastro]

that's definately some valide advice.
with exception of today, i've had that zombie like feeling for well over 2 months now.

and i'm sorry about your grandma. but take solice in knowing that at 94 she must've had a very fullfilling life.

[northcat]

zombie? like the time me and beth followed you out to your place and thought you were going to take us into a zombie field and kill us and eat our brains?
BRAIN-EATER! BRAIN-EATER!