well im goin to homecoming with my best friend zach and i found out that ryan isnt goin t the football game but he is goin on a date with this girl name samanatha i was hutr but hey i need to get over it. like karlee says its better to have a friendship than a relationship. so thats wat imgoin to do so yea. i guess im suppose to be alone.
-natalie

well lets see i went on a retreat woth my church and it was awesome...well during aderation no one was talking and well i heard voices and well bill said when we go to aderation he said that we would have angels around us...well something told me to lie down so i did and well guess wat i started cring and well my legs started goin numb and well i ( Read more... )

well i was siting in my class today...and ryan was flirting with me...he wouldnt stop sooo...maybe he does like me but i really dout it cuz he told karlee he just wants to be friend......but hey i can live with that...the newspaper is suppose to come in tomorrow....but anyways things that happened last night well lets see i did it again...i was ( Read more... )

well yesterday was good...but my knee started to bother me which sucks.....and today i have to run at kennesaw...so let me tell u how fun that is....well i guess thats it my life is goin ok but it kinda sycks....lindsey said that she was sorry bout everything she did and that she didnt want to loose mine and her friendship over some guy but hey i ( Read more... )

well lets see im goin to homecoming with zach but just as good friends.....but matt is being an ass maybe i just wont talk to him .that would be good huh? but anyways alicia said she was sorry so now me nad her r talkin but its goin to take alot of work to get my trust back and let me tell u that will take along time...she wants to have my trust ( Read more... )

well lets see...today was just boring and i told ben that guys just suck that i dont like them anymore but he said that he still loves me...but i kno that its just for friendship but hey i can get over that cant i...no one will ever go out with me sooo this is my life......i hate it time to go to my happy place and never come out.....

well lets see....ryan just wants to be friends and im cool with that its just i wish i had a gy who likes me and i like them.....but its never goin to happen cuz no guy likes me. guys are mean but loving all at the same time. i mean come on one of them have to like m. chris did like me but didnt ask me out...no.....how bout ben he liked me but he ( Read more... )

well lets see today we didnt have school which was awsome so i slept all day. had to get the beauty sleep....tonight i wanted to go to my friend chris' house but my mom ws like no...u have to run in the morning so i was really pissed off at her...and now she is making me go to bed early so this will be a short update so ill talk to u guys later ( Read more... )

hey everyone well lets see i had danielle give ryan the letter and he read it......but to tell u the truth i really dont think he likes me. so for me i just give up but hey i really like him.......i was sad today cuz ben wasnt at school and i was goin to talk to him today buthe wasnt there. *tear* well im goin to go live my boring life.
-natalie

well lets see.....today i had a meet and i got my time lower my time was 23:12 well today i got 23:00. im soo happy.....well i think it is really funny wat me and eric r doin to my friend lindsey she thinks we r goin out which i think is sooo funny. i still like ryan ...im giving him a note tomorrow bout how i feel.. ihope it doesnt push him away ( Read more... )