I AM SO HAPPY
I am finally DONE with all of my college applications. It's about freaking time.
I really want to spend time doing the things I used to love but never do anymore. I want to go back to dance and I want to start my art classes again. I just found an old painting in my closet that I did when I was twelve and it was actually pretty good. And I found my old reflection pastel drawing I did-- state finalist baby!! I tried to pick up my paint brush last year but I didnt feel inspired and all I ended up painting was a sky and some grass. It was ok but boring-- like my life. Now I just want to paint a bunch of birds. Don't ask me why. I painted my grandma a parrot once and its hanging in her family room. I think I might paint a fish.
RIP Evian, my beta =(
Dance team is ok-- we aren't very good and I really just want to get back into more of the technique like doing turns and shit. we don't do that in dance team we like bounce aroundddd
I really want to keep practicing make-up. Make-up is kind of my substitution for painting now-a-days. It is a lot like painting and I want to keep practicing so if anyone wants some random make-up done let me know.
WEll I have some homework.
Tomorrow I am meeting T at starbucks, we never chill anymore and its sad