Why me?
You know... sometimes I wonder... How come it seems that no matter how hard I try to make things better, they always get worse? Why is it when I try so hard to achieve, and make myself better than the rest, it only seems to lead me one step forward, then two back? Why is it that every time something good seems to be happening, something bad comes along and takes it away? Have I done something wrong? Is there some god or deity that I've kicked in the nuts lately? Why is karma trying so hard to always keep me down? Don't get me wrong, i have a better life than most people... but for some reason, its like there's always something holding me back... there's always something keeping me down, or there's always something so stressful going on that it just makes me want to stop trying... but I have to remember I have people depending on me, so there's never the option of taking the easy way out, or just throwing in the towel.... Nothing I do ever seems to make things better, but I can't stop trying, even if it always ends up leaving me in the bottom of a hole with no shovel, no ladder, and no one to help me out.