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i hope this made everyone smile.  i always do whenever i see it ^-^

so i woke up this morning with a cut over my left eyelid and cuts on my right wrist. no idea whatsoever where they came from.  ive come to the conclusion that at night, in my sleep, i sneak out through my window, fight crime, then sneak back in and go back to sleep.  all without me remembering a thing !  yea.... i think thats it 

so i have a lot of weird dreams.. dreams that speak of whats true deep down in my heart, dreams that remind of things i have forgotten, and dreams that make me wonder whats really hidden underneath the many layers of skin, flesh, and tendons.  honestly, some id rather not talk about it, this is not one of them.  for YEARS now i have had this ( Read more... )

"To hell with reality !  I want to die in music, not in reason or in prose.  People don't reserve the restraint we show by not going into delirium in front of them.  To hell with them !"-  Louis-Ferdinand Celine

this is my new code to live by

i know ive been on hiatus from the internerts for a while- and there was good reason.  i avoided livejournal and facebook (everything but my lastfm cuz, well, my lastfm is amazing and i cant let that go :D) for the sake of myself but i think thats done with right now.  not everythings safe, but im not going to shut myself away or shut out the ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive written and a lot has happened. Brian's 21st birthday bash went off without a hitch (cant tell you how afraid i was something was going to go wrong -.-).  but it was great !  most everyone showed up and everyone had a great time ^-^.  saw my lovely lion-hearted lea a couple weeks ago and sat in the pompton queen like we ( Read more... )

today i completed my first day of heavy homework for the semester and it wasnt even all that much.  the process took me about 3 and a half hours, but it wasnt difficult work.  organizing notecards for a research paper and a powerpoint.  easy but tedious.  ive run out of things to occupy myself with though.  i want to read but im kind of bored of ( Read more... )

if i was in a race that was all about falling asleep, i would be way behind the starting line.  this is the second night this week i've only gotten 3 hours of sleep.  i just dont know what to do... i really hope my new bed solves my sleeping issues, but i have a feeling its foolish to place all of my hope on a bed.  but its all ive got at this ( Read more... )

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        "take away love and our earth is a tomb"- Robert Browning