Wow, wonderful....I love my family!!! (PLEASE NOT ALLLLLLLLLLLLL THE SARCASIM IN THE WORLD IS BEING USED HERE RIGHT NOW) I get into a fucking car accident tonight and all my mom could do was yell at me about how I owe money to the bank. She didnt even ask if I was ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ( Read more... )

Yesterday/last nite (not Smallville nite, the nite before that) was the worst 24hrs of my life. I am in pain right now and it is awful. Not to mention some other awful stuff. Tania, Evan, and Adrian I apologize :(

Trying to sleep...but oh ouchie :(

What is the purpose to/for my life? I have nothing. My mom is right...Im headed for nowhere. I am pathetic. Why would you wanna associate yourself with a pathetic nothing?

Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right.

Im ashamed of my life because its empty.

My heart cant break if it wasnt even whole to start with.

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VEDA CAME HOME!!!!!

whatever it takes to get my mind off the hurting...

Im steady but Im startin to shake
Im sorry but this is not a mistake
Im runnin but youre getting away...

Well this is it now, everybody get down
This is all I can take, this is how a heart breaks
Ya take a hit now, youre feelin break down
Makes stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks

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True Life: Adrian and Kim - Life as a Lush
"Sober people can SUCK ON THIS"



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I dont wanna drive to Salisbury today....

( boredom survey..but i bet theres stuff you didnt know about me here! )