You may Private-lock this response if you so wish, but I'd like to know more about where this "mother issue" comes from, speaking as a training Psychiatrist. On top of that, onto whom are you imprinting the image of this "mother" you seem to resent so?
Now, I'd really rather you didn't get your pants in a twist, so if you don't want to answer me, just politely decline me instead of going on a tirade like some people tend to do.
I don't mind. Just don't start acting like you can medicate and make me all better again. It never helped the other kids.
My kaa-san was never around when I was little. My brothers raised me.
Jenova... She looks so much like kaa-san. Kaa-san fell one day when she managed to make it home. She was so weak, pale and exhausted. When Jenova fell... it looked exactly like Kaa-san did. I panicked. I screamed for help, and Xion heard me. I... I thought she was Kaa-san. I relived the whole thing, but this time I was refusing to let them take her completely away from me.
They look kaa-san away from me then, when she went to the hospital. They wouldn't let me see her, and she never came back. She'd send my brothers a check for us to use, but she never came home again. 2 years later, we got word that kaa-san died...
Jenova... She's acting just like kaa-san. Shoving us off when we're not being useful...like our tears don't matter.
Re: [private]femme_savageFebruary 26 2009, 13:10:57 UTC
Don't worry, I don't waste my time "medicating" bratty kids like you and I definitely don't waste valuable energy trying to mentally heal someone who, quite obviously, is happy being in their perfectly miserable rut
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Re: [private]shiroi_hakkyouFebruary 26 2009, 21:06:03 UTC
I'll keep it in mind.
I just know they did a number on the kids I knew. Using them as little guinea pigs to test their theory's and medication. It was disgusting, and I refuse to end up like that. I'll deal with whatever insanity and use it, before I start carrying around a pill box.
Insanity or mental issues or not...Why hide something that's so obviously me? -sounds somewhat prideful about his difference-
I had no idea about any of those things.... I blacked out Thursday and woke up Monday. I didn't know you were there, I'm so sorry...
I just thought people were worried when I disappeared. I didn't think anyone would stay by me... looking like that.... I'm really touched. And I'm sorry for not thanking you for it before, I didn't know.
Re: [private]shiroi_hakkyouFebruary 26 2009, 17:27:55 UTC
Was anyone else in a tank this last week?
No idea... So it just so happened that no one TOLD you that I had brought you in. You just so HAPPENED to miss my journal entries and IGNORE my messages? You didn't KNOW?
Thats no excuse! I don't care if you're touched or not! You're being just like Kaa-san! Didn't know, didn't know, you're free from blame because you didn't know. Why didn't you know? You didn't bother to ask. Did it not even cross your mind to see what happened? Who brought you to the hospital? Maybe so you could... I don't know. THANK them?
Re: [private]white_gene01February 26 2009, 17:40:54 UTC
You're right. I'm totally in the wrong and deserve people being mad at me. I should've looked things up for myself, I don't know what the hell I was thinking but it certianly what it should have been.
I've walked over you and other people, that's a terrible thing to do. But I do want to thank you for being there, I guess that does explain the familar feeling of when my brothers and I would be in there at the same times. The comfort of a familar presence. But I also want to thank you for being angry with me, I would've gone on blissfully ignorant and just gotten more people mad at me. Thank you, Kadaj.
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You may Private-lock this response if you so wish, but I'd like to know more about where this "mother issue" comes from, speaking as a training Psychiatrist. On top of that, onto whom are you imprinting the image of this "mother" you seem to resent so?
Now, I'd really rather you didn't get your pants in a twist, so if you don't want to answer me, just politely decline me instead of going on a tirade like some people tend to do.
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My kaa-san was never around when I was little. My brothers raised me.
Jenova... She looks so much like kaa-san. Kaa-san fell one day when she managed to make it home. She was so weak, pale and exhausted. When Jenova fell... it looked exactly like Kaa-san did. I panicked. I screamed for help, and Xion heard me. I... I thought she was Kaa-san. I relived the whole thing, but this time I was refusing to let them take her completely away from me.
They look kaa-san away from me then, when she went to the hospital. They wouldn't let me see her, and she never came back. She'd send my brothers a check for us to use, but she never came home again. 2 years later, we got word that kaa-san died...
Jenova... She's acting just like kaa-san. Shoving us off when we're not being useful...like our tears don't matter.
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I just know they did a number on the kids I knew. Using them as little guinea pigs to test their theory's and medication. It was disgusting, and I refuse to end up like that. I'll deal with whatever insanity and use it, before I start carrying around a pill box.
Insanity or mental issues or not...Why hide something that's so obviously me? -sounds somewhat prideful about his difference-
Peter pan.........?
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I had no idea about any of those things.... I blacked out Thursday and woke up Monday. I didn't know you were there, I'm so sorry...
I just thought people were worried when I disappeared. I didn't think anyone would stay by me... looking like that.... I'm really touched. And I'm sorry for not thanking you for it before, I didn't know.
So... you hate me now?
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No idea... So it just so happened that no one TOLD you that I had brought you in. You just so HAPPENED to miss my journal entries and IGNORE my messages? You didn't KNOW?
Thats no excuse! I don't care if you're touched or not! You're being just like Kaa-san! Didn't know, didn't know, you're free from blame because you didn't know. Why didn't you know? You didn't bother to ask. Did it not even cross your mind to see what happened? Who brought you to the hospital? Maybe so you could... I don't know. THANK them?
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I've walked over you and other people, that's a terrible thing to do. But I do want to thank you for being there, I guess that does explain the familar feeling of when my brothers and I would be in there at the same times. The comfort of a familar presence. But I also want to thank you for being angry with me, I would've gone on blissfully ignorant and just gotten more people mad at me. Thank you, Kadaj.
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I'm still mad at you!
But... I guess if you realise you were wrong then...
Just... don't be like her. Don't make me hat you like her.
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