is my feelings on the matter.

The matter is the need to write.

I really need a TARDIS. I really need to just separate myself from the demands of EVERYTHING ELSE so that I can write Tolkienfic in gleeful peace. That glorious feel when you embark on a writing adventure that gives you heart palpitations, that I missed so much. Like, I love tinkering ( Read more... )

(THIS ICON LIVES AGAIN)

I did the thing - deleted all but the first chapter, added to the tags, added to the notes, posted the first two chapters, and wrote commentary in the end notes of the second chapter of We Are Pilots @ AO3.

Flight is in several hours. Half a day on a plane flying over the Pacific, whooooo~

an important attempt to not freak out also I hate packingAlmost 10,000 words of Tolkienfic and LOTS of fucking around with the timeline. Lots of yelling in it, too. Also V3 of We Are Pilots is finished and just simmering in the back until I have enough distance ( Read more... )

this song is ruining my life:

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I am so. so. sorry.

( Still trying to tie all of this in with the OneRepublic song because that song gives me life. )

Naturally the first Tolkienfic I write in ten years is a canon divergent AU where I'm basically rewriting the events of the Lord of the Rings and my excuse for everything that happens is "Wizard business!"

NATURALLY.My excuse is wibbly-wobbly timey-wimey and the generally fucking with time and space and the Ainulindale, because the Valar give ( Read more... )

My brain has been a disaster since I saw Desolation of Smaug and started playing Skyrim in earnest. A terrible white Euro fantasy disaster.

I have a lot of Tolkienfic-related hangups. Like, my middle/high school years are super formative in that the opinions I formed haven't changed all that much. Okay, I'm warming up to shipping in the ( Read more... )

How sad is it that my new laptop has almost no history of Dreamwidth and/or Livejournal?

Too many months went by since my last post on either journal so I'll stick with what's current.

Playing these games

• Final Furlong
  
• Howrse
  
• Flight Rising
  
• Skyrim

Watching these shows

• Sleepy Hollow
  
• Elementary
  
• Almost Human
  
• Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.

Listening to these ( Read more... )

And it has nothing to do with the post-in-progress about some shit that went down in July. By the way, I'm waiting on that apology over being told that the representation of minorities (like me) in media doesn't matter as much as a white person's hurt feelings. Yeah, I'm still pissed off.I don't know about you but me? The first time I watched The ( Read more... )

Yes, I'm talking to you, white people.

If we make misjudge and make assumptions about you, your feelings get hurt and you'll feel bad. When you misjudge and make assumptions about us, our lives get fucked over literally and figuratively.

And remember -

THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU.