I went searching for a specific post in my long-long ago entries, and I remember how very depressed I was then. There doesn't seem to be anything specific which I have found, but I really am so much better. Even my lowest lows are high compared to then. My livejournal is approaching its first birthday ( Read more... )

Waking up at 9:00 after a solid 11 hours of sleep = so nice ( Read more... )

I walked through the day in a sort of fever-induced stupor. I am ever-so-sick ( Read more... )

People keeps asking me why I'm so tired all the time. Sometimes I reply with "Um, I never get enough sleep?" Sometimes it's something like "school is just a depressing place." The truth is, both of these things, but I'm not sure that that is everything. I think there is some other unidentified piece ( Read more... )

Today I had an hour-long meeting with my guidance counselor about my future. Basically she laughed at me a lot because when she asked what sort of extra-curriculars I was involved in, I went on for about 15 minutes. And that was only the weekly ones, like ceramics, LBdC, Team, GEPD, Arabic, not the other ones like Mexico, California Theater Center ( Read more... )

I started earlier, but it was too whiny and not representative of my feelings at the time ( Read more... )

I am so excited for Mexico ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting sick.

L.O.G. VI was amazing- many thanks to two incredible co-leaders, 33 (?) awesomely tight team members, 6 (?) invaluable adults, 12 accepting and receptive participants, and 1 awesome God.

Much needed introspection and talking to God was done, some conclusions ( Read more... )

I am exhausted. Physically, mentally, emotionally. This is not a good way to enter a day of school with a debate, report due, and two tests. This is not a good way to enter a L.O.G. weekend. I still have a lot of work to do. I'm kindof upset I can't dress like a slob tomorrow because of my debate. So that's the story. If I look really angry at ( Read more... )

I'm a bit overwhelmed this week. For various reasons. There's just a lot of stuff for me to do. And school is just a place that I have to go where I can't get any of it done. It's definitely not good times. And I need more sleep.

I won't list the many things that have happened since my last update ( Read more... )