writing ramblings
i didn't write today and i feel really bad bc i didn't write yesterday either. i really wanted to write though. i did. i just didn't want to more, ya know? it's like once i stop, i can't get started again. i was really good at writing something for the past week and then thursday came around and i was too tired and had hw to do and so i just went to sleep instead of staying up to write like i had been doing and tonight i just didn't want to write at all. well, i did but not enough to actually do it. though technically i guess i did write today. i wrote almost 800 words of an outline(+ some dialogue) for a fic that i should not even be thinking about. writing the outline took the edge off a bit but i still want to write it. and i probably will. i'll at least start it anyway.
i also worked on the outline for chapter two of NHMF too and that's good, at least. i have a plan for it even if i still have no fucking clue what i'm doing with it overall. i need to do more research probably. i always have to do more research.
and part three of ATLIO is a complete mess. i don't even want to look at it right now. i know i'm going to be re-arranging some scenes but i don't want to do it now bc i'll have to do a lot of rewriting to make it work that way and i really don't want to do that either. it's already 18k and i'm pretty sure i have about 4-5k left to write. maybe. idk. i kinda want to take the smut out but only bc i'll be able to finish it faster if i do. but i already started on the smut and i really hate deleting words. sigh. maybe i'll post the smut as an epilogue or something?
i really need to step away from it and work on something else for a while. it's like when you're drawing or painting a picture. sometimes it's better to step away for a while and come back later and hopefully gain a new perspective on it. if not, you'll at least be able to see all your flaws and try to fix them.
p.s. i really don't like this new posting layout :|
i also worked on the outline for chapter two of NHMF too and that's good, at least. i have a plan for it even if i still have no fucking clue what i'm doing with it overall. i need to do more research probably. i always have to do more research.
and part three of ATLIO is a complete mess. i don't even want to look at it right now. i know i'm going to be re-arranging some scenes but i don't want to do it now bc i'll have to do a lot of rewriting to make it work that way and i really don't want to do that either. it's already 18k and i'm pretty sure i have about 4-5k left to write. maybe. idk. i kinda want to take the smut out but only bc i'll be able to finish it faster if i do. but i already started on the smut and i really hate deleting words. sigh. maybe i'll post the smut as an epilogue or something?
i really need to step away from it and work on something else for a while. it's like when you're drawing or painting a picture. sometimes it's better to step away for a while and come back later and hopefully gain a new perspective on it. if not, you'll at least be able to see all your flaws and try to fix them.
p.s. i really don't like this new posting layout :|