somethings (1)
DRABBLE SERIES.
jaemin.
pg.
315 words.
there are some things i want to tell you. some things i'd like to tell you. but something's holding me back. i don't know what, but there's something. something.
i need to stop saying that. i just...it's hard to explain, to get the right words and piece them together in just the way i know you'd like them. love them, if i'm lucky. ( when have i ever been? )
if you haven't noticed, i'm avoiding the answer. you probably want to know right now, hell you might even already have that inkling of suspicion you might just be disregarding. it's understandable. you probably don't want this. you'd never want this.
but i'll give it to you anyway. ( it was always yours in the first place )
i'm wondering if you understand now. maybe you do, maybe you don't. i'm not you. if i were, well, things would be different. very different. because i'd be you and i don't know who you'd be but you'd be something-damn it. i said it again. you're just frustrating me, or i'm just frustrating myself because this is just too hard. way too hard. but that makes sense though. people always said it was. and i get it, i really do.
my thoughts are too random. i keep thinking of things and other things, mostly about you, but you don't know that. or do you? but then that would mean you could read my mind, and if that were the case i'd think you'd be long gone by now. it's not like you could sit through all those, uh, dreams, if i were to put it that way.
back on track. i'm on track really i am. okay. i'll say it. i'll just come out and say it. here i go, right now, yes right now i am going-
"hi. my name's kim jaejoong. and you are?" ( mine. )
NOTHINGS►
MASTERPOST OF CHAPTERS
→▬←
i was a little skeptical to share this, mostly due to the utter randomness of it ( first person, i mean really? ) but i just wanted to share it, i like it :) you should all listen to sans soleil by miike snow. there's just something about that song, gives me this warm feeling that i guess i'd like to share? though that doesn't make much sense, because i dunno if you guys would feel that way but, anyway. listen if you'd like.
jaemin.
pg.
315 words.
there are some things i want to tell you. some things i'd like to tell you. but something's holding me back. i don't know what, but there's something. something.
i need to stop saying that. i just...it's hard to explain, to get the right words and piece them together in just the way i know you'd like them. love them, if i'm lucky. ( when have i ever been? )
if you haven't noticed, i'm avoiding the answer. you probably want to know right now, hell you might even already have that inkling of suspicion you might just be disregarding. it's understandable. you probably don't want this. you'd never want this.
but i'll give it to you anyway. ( it was always yours in the first place )
i'm wondering if you understand now. maybe you do, maybe you don't. i'm not you. if i were, well, things would be different. very different. because i'd be you and i don't know who you'd be but you'd be something-damn it. i said it again. you're just frustrating me, or i'm just frustrating myself because this is just too hard. way too hard. but that makes sense though. people always said it was. and i get it, i really do.
my thoughts are too random. i keep thinking of things and other things, mostly about you, but you don't know that. or do you? but then that would mean you could read my mind, and if that were the case i'd think you'd be long gone by now. it's not like you could sit through all those, uh, dreams, if i were to put it that way.
back on track. i'm on track really i am. okay. i'll say it. i'll just come out and say it. here i go, right now, yes right now i am going-
"hi. my name's kim jaejoong. and you are?" ( mine. )
NOTHINGS►
MASTERPOST OF CHAPTERS
→▬←
i was a little skeptical to share this, mostly due to the utter randomness of it ( first person, i mean really? ) but i just wanted to share it, i like it :) you should all listen to sans soleil by miike snow. there's just something about that song, gives me this warm feeling that i guess i'd like to share? though that doesn't make much sense, because i dunno if you guys would feel that way but, anyway. listen if you'd like.