I think I was meant to go "solo" for the rest of my life. With the way things are going, I don't know what else to believe. What's wrong with me?

I hurt someone...badly.
Ruben.

To all of whom recieved word of my so called "disappearance.":

I AM PERFECTLY FINE. I stayed over my friend Dean's house. We were just hanging out; doing what friends do. I realize fully that I should have kept in touch with my parents. So on and so forth. I was completely "out of it" last night. I wasn't thinking straight. I was exhausted out ( Read more... )

I'm an "air-head." Damn that Joey. You influenced it all. That's my excuse; I'm sticking to it.

Thank you so much, Joey, for a most enjoyable night around Jax, haha. I really appreciate you going out of your way to come up here and spend time with me and others. You're an awesome guy.

*smiles all around.

Not the candy,
Ruben.

Concert tomorrow night. Band banquet over at the Ocean Club on Mayport the night after that! Weeeee!

QUESTION:
Highlights for the banquet? (I know very gay sounding, but Emerald brought it up and I'm considering it.)

...discuss...

Comments! Comments! Post! Post!
Ruben.

Wow, wow. Yesterday was unbelievable. The experience: unforgettable. State concert festival was a success. We recieved an overall "Excellent" and much praise from music professors from other universities, including FSU and Southern University. I left the Florida State School of Music with so much pride and a feel of accomplishment. It was awesome ( Read more... )

State tomorrow in Tallahassee! Ah! Rehearsal this afternoon was awesome. I was very pleased. I just hope we didn't peak today...

*sigh
Ruben.

Nothing really influenced the greatness of my day, thereby it not being so great. Ah, yes, I stayed after school, went over to Waters' class checked in some over-due homework that I was O so lazy about completing. He said if I turned in the rest of the homework I'm missing from the 2nd quarter (which is 7 assignments) my I (incomplete) in the ( Read more... )

I just realized what a crappy boyfriend I am ( Read more... )

Oh man. Is it just me or is everyone hating me lately? First Ms. Church, then Emerald, then Caryn, then Emerald's whole flickin' family...ummm, who else. I'm sure there's more!... OH YEAH! Mr. Frencl. He hates me, too ( Read more... )

The weekend.
What a relief...

THE ANNUAL 'OPENING OF THE BEACH' 4/24/04! Be there!