It gets worse.

[shiva_dan]

Apparently, he told another longstanding DAN activist that he "would have sacked me months ago, but only kept me on because he felt sorry for me". Which means that all my fears of redundancy (see, eg here), which i spent so long managing to convince myself were just paranoia, were true.

I really do fail at existing.

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[lisy_babe]

I know you're in a rough place right now so it's hard to see the positive. But there is a 'glass is half full' way of looking at that: You were right. Even if the only person you can say "I told you so..." to is yourself.