I think that I am too much of me to ever lose myself by being careless. Or at least I thought so... until yesterday. Yesterday was different. I have yet to figure out why. The one thing I do know is that yesterday I just wanted to say 'screw it' and get lost from myself.
I've done that a couple of times -- casual sex, public sex, driving in the wrong lane, random road trips, etc. But there are times when I hold on so tight that I can feel the tension settling in the pit of my stomach. It's rare that I find a middle point until I've reached exhaustion. I'm too passionate either way.
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