I hate myself for getting angry at stuff that I really shouldn't allow to affect me!

6 months ago, 6 fucking months.

And I cry that I still allow myself to dwell on it!

I hate this life, not my life, but this life!
This life that we call existance, therefore I hate existance.

I hate that we claw away at each second of our life untill we hit entropy.

I hate the fake gloss that people put on to make things bareable.

I hate the selfishness of others.

I hate...

My head hurts.
I feel like crying.
I feel very confused about the future.
I'm having bad thoughts about myself and what I could do to myself.

Is it just me or my meds!

I feel like I am on the verge of actually hating this world once more and this is a place I really don't want to go again!

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I think that untill tonight ( 2 months after I've split with Sarah) I've releasied how much I truly do love and care for her.

I hosently don't know what I would do with me life right now if she was not a part of it, even a minor part!