Obessions Will See Me Through if Nothing Else Will

Oct 22, 2008 21:33

Each time it hits, it's an unwated surprise. No matter how many times it happens, each attack leaves me wanting to jump off a building or a bridge. There are no words to describe it other than horrifying, unending pain. I would take the migraine alone. The kidney stones. Any number of pains that assaults me on a daily basis. It presents ( Read more... )

beatles, john lennon, shoulda been there, trigeminal neurlagia, celtic thunder, misery loves company, pain level 10+

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mysteena October 23 2008, 02:52:28 UTC
My sister has trigeminal neuralgia too. Today she found out that she's been approved for surgery to treat it. It's very invasive and involves removing part of the skull and lifting the brain. When she tells people about it, they ask her why in the world she would under go such a risky surgery by choice. Those are the people that still haven't grasped the huge amounts of pain she's in every day.

She's only getting the surgery on one side of her face, although she does have pain on both sides. And, it's not a permanent fix. In a few years the nerve will regenerate and the pain will be back. But for now, it's the relief she's been seeking and needing.

I'll write about the details of the surgery in my lj. I just wanted to you know that I know the pain your in is indescribable and unbearable. I'm so sorry.

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snapes_angel October 23 2008, 06:10:46 UTC
I'm at least glad you have something to listen to that you enjoy. I'm not glad that you have to go through so much pain. T_T I know there's nothing I can do for you except send good thoughts your way, and hope things get more bearable for you.

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evilgiraffe October 23 2008, 08:29:33 UTC
Celtic Thunder are cool. YOU MUST TRY SOME RUNRIG! :D

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slipjigdancer October 23 2008, 15:19:35 UTC
"he asked about my Dad, my voice cracked. I told him that six years ago . . . a lifetime ago. A wink ago. I have to make it through these next two weeks."

Boy Kel you and I are in the same boat. It's 2 weeks until the anniversary of my "Other Dad"'s death by suicide and this year being a Senior in college and knowing with everyday that passes and with everyday that graduation edges closer that Mason won't be there,the emotional pain is ten times worse in the last couple years.

Celtic Thunder are AMAZING! Good Choice

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hey inhereyesifall October 23 2008, 20:03:13 UTC
hey hunnie...you're so much stronger than i could ever be. i really just wanna wrap you up and give you a big hug. we still need to hang out next time you're in nyc, or i;ll come down there. i am so so sorry about that facial/jaw pain...i wish i could truly take it all away from you. i know your dad's anniversary is coming up, and i just want u to know im thinking about you. i think we met for a reason; given that our dads were significantly older than our moms. and we both got along w/them better, by far. it really boggles my mind how alike we are. and as i said before, how alike you are to my ex girlfriend. weird lol.

luv ya...
wish i could do more =/...

nora

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