take a look at me (so you can understand how beautiful you are)

[i_nfinitely]

take a look at me (so you can understand how beautiful you are); minseok-centric | g | ~1900w
‘no matter how hard it is, i will always smile like an idiot,’ chanyeol said. minseok thinks he understands.

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[akihikaru]

SPOOOOOOOOOOOOT

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chanyeol is silent for a while, ruminating, but his eventual answer takes minseok aback. “it’s not so much happiness as it is smiling, isn’t it? i once said that no matter how hard it gets, i will always smile like an idiot. but it’s not because i’m optimistic, it’s because when i smile it gets easier to hold the tears in and pretend i’m not about to fall apart any second.” that’s when chanyeol stops, looks sharply over at minseok and continues, “you know a lot about that too, hyung. don’t you?”

minseok merely smiles in response, lips thinned out and pressed firmly together and chanyeol nods sadly in understanding.
MY HEAD CANON IN WORDS. YES.

(what he doesn’t tell anyone, though, is that the dreams dissipate into vapour when the lights blink off and they remove the gaudy stage makeup, leaving nothing but vulnerable boys scrubbed clean and stripped bare. the only makeup he can’t remove, however, is the gaudily false smile he wears everywhere nowadays.

after all, it’s become a permanent part of him, hasn’t it?)I

[i_nfinitely]

that chanyeol is actually the chanyeol i have in my head tho tbh i mean even though he's smiling all the time (and generally being such a qt) i think it's impossible for him to be actually genuinely happy like 24/7 that would scare me a lot if i were to be honest

♥ i love you too now write me parent!selu? please? :D

[akihikaru]

just a drabble, but okay ♥

but i am happy 24/7 i just get bouts of sadness sometimes

[i_nfinitely]

this is a comment i feel i do not deserve tbh ;n; I AM GLAD I MADE U FEEL SOMETHING THOUGH

thank you so much you know i love u sfm right ♥♥♥

[ecce21900]

it's kind of sad, how there are still people who ignore him, the first time i saw exo, the first person that stood out was actually minseok, and the one whose been my first bias until now is minseok, i don't actually know why but I always seem to end up liking these type of people, maybe because I'm one of them