la la la anxiety.

I was going to tl;dr, but I'll shorten it up. University dorms are disgusting and if I live in a box with someone I don't know, I might just throw myself out a window. Apartment styles are better. Both require a meal plan. Why? I don't know. Why they hell do you give an apartment kitchen if you're making the kids pay for your ( Read more... )

Guys, when you tell your mother you're depressed and you've lost all drive to do the things you like to do, is the appropriate response for her to give you a list of reasons why it' not her fault?

I'm confused as to why my mother thinks this is an appropriate response.

Okay, rereading Devil&Devil in school may be a good way to pass the time - but when the nudity starts, it's HARD TO HIDE ( Read more... )

Okay, so. Update on my life ( Read more... )

I'm still really shaken by this, but I'm going to try to move on. I'm applying to universities (isn't it funny that a degree/full university education was my fallback?) and I'm looking at one that will let me major in English and minor in arts ( Read more... )

I didn't get in.

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It probably cut off, but oh well!

Ugh. I dislike being sick immensely, but it seems to happen so often that I should be used to it.

Prom this weekend. Excited, but... kinda scared? Last year was a disaster, but this year should be much better because I'm not going with that person. Unfortunately, unfortunately, I've discovered recently that I'm not as over the bullying thing as I ( Read more... )

I'm in such a good mood now. My RP drive is back, my confidence is back, and I totally made a new friend! Well, semi-new. And it was awesome. I also got a free grande caramel ice cap at Starbucks for no reason at all ( Read more... )

So, Monica got her acceptance letter. I should be happy, I shouldn't be petty, but I don't think I got in and it hurts me so much that she did. She decided in the span of a week that she wanted to go into it. It took me two years to realize I was good enough to at least have a shot at it. She bitched and whined about how she'd never get in, now ( Read more... )