Title: I’m Fine as Long You’re with Me
Genre: Romance, AU Mafia
Rating: Pg-13
Pairing: Ryosuke/Yuri
Summary: What happen if Yuri gets kidnapped by someone after he and Ryosuke broke up?
Note: This fic set before Yuri joined the group. Can be related with my other (AU Mafia) stories.
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-FlashBack-
“That’s all you care about! Your group! What about me? You always neglect me!” shouted Yuri, his fists clenching in anger.
Standing up, Ryosuke yelled back with just as much force. “For god’s sake, Yuri! Can you stop being such a kid? Look, you’re knew my job, right? I’m part of a mafia! I have other things to worry about other than pampering you all day long! When will you understand this?”
Yuri glared at him, “Do you know how long it’s been since we last met, Ryosuke?” He asked softly, he then put three fingers in front of his face, “Three months… The last time I saw you was 3 MONTHS AGO! Where were you all this time? You didn’t even give me a message, a call or even any sign that you’re still alive! Do you know how worried I was? Do you even care? DO YOU?” He screamed, tears streaming down his face.
“Oh god! I have problem with the police and other enemy for god’s sake! You say I don’t care about you? What about you? I’ve been gone for 3 months and the first thing you do when I got back is start a fight! Do you know just how much stress I’m under? Do you think I need more of you troubling me?” yelled Ryosuke.
“You can just take a small minute out to send me a message! I was worried sick! We never have any time together anymore! Do you… Do you know that every minute in my life I’m always worrying? Worrying whether or not you’re still alive, whether or not you got caught by the police, whether or not I have a standing in your heart!” Finally, the younger boy broke out crying.
“Can you stop that? The underground / mafia world does not revolve around you! I don’t need to report every single detail of my life to you! No one asked you to worry about me! I never asked you to! You just did it yourself!” Ryosuke snapped back. Suddenly, Yuri stopped crying, he looked up with a shocked expression. Immediately, the older boy wanted to take back what he had just said.
“So that’s how it is… I knew it… To you I’m only an immature, selfish kid who sticks his nose into others business… Well, I’m sorry for causing you all this trouble, Yamada-san.”
With that, Yuri left and never returned that night or any other night but never once did Ryosuke call him, he knew that Yuri just needed some time to cool. A week later Ryosuke find a letter from Yuri.
To Ryosuke,
I’m sorry… I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused you all this time. You’re right. I’m just a selfish attention seeker. Maybe we weren’t meant to be together in the first place.
I never meant to hurt you. But I guess no matter what I say, nothing can be changed because we’re two people from two very different worlds.
I just want a boyfriend who can love me and live with me for the rest of my life without any worries. But you can never be that person, and I can never be the accepting lover you want. I cannot stand it. I cannot stand the feeling of dread whenever you suddenly disappear or when I hear that a mafia gang has been busted by the police on TV.
After thinking it over, I finally understand that I’m nothing but a burden to you… I guess this is the end of our relationship. I’m sorry…
Please don’t try to restore this relationship for I have made up my mind. Even if we go back together, it won’t ever be the same like when it started.
I want to say thank you for the 1 year I spent with you. It was the best time in my life and I’ll never forget it or you… The last thing is… I really, truly love you…
Love, Yuri
By the time Ryosuke finished reading this, he felt his tears falling down onto the piece of paper. It didn’t need to end like this! If only… If only he wasn’t the bad tempered that he is then he wouldn’t have caused Yuri so much pain! But what can he do now? The younger already announced that he had made up his mind…
End FlashBack
Ryosuke sighed as he slumped down onto his bed and swung one arm over his forehead. Ever since Yuri left, his mind kept wondering somewhere else during meetings and his fellow member aka his friends are getting quite frustrated with his daydreaming and lack of concentration.
Ryosuke let out a long sigh and shoved his face into a pillow, weeping silently. Why was he crying? Isn’t it good enough that Yuri even spoke to him? Hadn’t he already got over the loss? ‘Grow up,’ Ryosuke thought to himself angrily, ‘So, what if you sob like a child? He hates you. He’s never coming back…’
-Meanwhile-
Yuri walked down the street, he was only a few blocks away from the apartment. He couldn’t get rid of his thoughts of Ryosuke. The other male was completely taking over his mind. No matter how many times he tells himself to just forget that they were ever lovers, he cannot do it.
Yuri sighed softly, suddenly he felt a blow to the back of his head and he immediately blacked-out…
-Back to Ryosuke-
“Ryosuke! There’s a call for you!” one of his fellow member and friend, Hikaru shouted from downstairs. Ryosuke mentally sighed and stumbled down. “Who?” ask him to the older male.
“Dunno…” answered Hikaru, “Ah, Kota will have another meeting. Me and Yuto will go with him. So, we will coming late…” and then he went.
Ryosuke after grabbing the phone from his stupid friend, answered. “Hello?” Ryosuke said, annoyed. He felt a dreaded feeling once the person on the other side spoke up.
“Ryosuke-kuuunnn~! Is that the correct way of greeting an old friend?” The other person purred in a sickly sweet voice.
Holding back his urge to throw-up, Ryosuke answered bitterly, “Yuma, what do you want from me? I may be your ex-friend, but I thought you had run away since you became enemy of elites?”
“Oh, no, nothing at all. I just called you because I thought I want to inform you that I’m holding a dinner party at my house~!” The other male giggled over the phone.
Once again, holding back the sick feeling in his stomach, Ryosuke snapped, “What does that have to do with me? Haven’t I already made it clear to you that I haven’t interest in doing anything that involves you? Or you want me called the others”
“What a shame then. I thought you’d come so I invited a special guest over,” Yuma said, “Do you want to know who this special guest is? C’mon, you know you want to!”
Ryosuke groaned, he knew that Yuma will not let it go until he gets to tell Ryosuke who this ‘special guest’ is.
“Who is it?”
“Hm, Ryosuke-kun, you don’t sound too interested. Ahh, that’s right, I forgot that you guys already broke up. Oh well, I won’t bother you then. Bye~” Yuma chirped.
“Wait!!” Ryosuke yelled before the other male could hang up, “Y-you… What you just said… YOU DAMN BASTARD! WHAT DID YOU DO TO YURI?”
“Don’t say it like I’m harming him. I just simply gave him a small surprise while he was walking home from work,” said Yuma innocently.
“You…” Ryosuke started, but he was cut off by the other.
“Ryo-kun, wanna talk to Yuri-chan?” Yuma chirped. In a few seconds, Ryosuke could hear Yuri’s voice on the other line.
“RYOSUKE! I’M FINE! DON’T LISTEN TO HIM AND-” before Yuri could finish, Ryosuke heard a loud slapping sound. No doubt Yuma had hit Yuri.
“Nakayama Yuma you bastard! Don’t you dare hurt him! You hear me?” Ryosuke screamed into the phone.
“Hai, hai. No need to yell into my ear. If you don’t want me to hurt your precious little lover, then come over to my place immediately, alone.” Yuma said gravely. It still freaked Ryosuke out when Yuma changes so quickly.
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“I’m here. Where is Yuri?” Ryosuke yelled, glaring at the male before him. Yuma smirked slightly and stepped aside, letting his old friend in.
“Now, now. Don’t be so grumpy,” chuckled Yuma. “I’m surprise you still remembered this place.”
Ryosuke looked around the huge room, five important member of the Tanken was there. Suddenly he regretted that he hadn’t brought a few of his friend with him for back-up in case that insane bastard, Yuma, tried anything.
“I don’t have time for games,” Ryosuke snarled, “Where. Is. Yuri?” he punctuated every word with a threatening growl.
“Eh… And I was hoping we can have some friendly dinner before getting to the point,” the Yuma whined, “But I guess Ryosuke-kun likes to get down to business, right?” Ryosuke glared in reply. Yuma sighed again and motioned for one of his men to take out their guest.
“Mph!” Yuri struggled slightly as he was brought out to the centre of the room. Ryosuke ran forward and embraced the younger, his hands roaming over Yuri’s face.
“Yuri, are you okay?” He asked.
Yuri nodded as tears stung his eyes, even though he wouldn’t admit it, he was so scared when he woke up to find himself locked up in a dark room. He had wanted nothing more than to be in the safety of Ryosuke’s arms. Yuri rested his head against Ryosuke’s chest as the older boy stroked his hair lovingly.
“Awww, how sweet. A lovers reunion!” Yuma cried mockingly, then his voice turned deadly serious, “However, I didn’t call you here to hold a reunion party for you and your lover.”
Ryosuke turned his attention back to Yuma, “What do you want?”
“Yamada Ryosuke, I want you join my group.” Stated the other.
Ryosuke snorted, “No.” He stated while untying Yuri. Yuma glared slightly.
“You really are ungrateful, Ryosuke! I’m giving you a last chance because you’re the important to me! Will you do it?” Yuma asked.
“Uhhh… NO! And I’m nobody to you since you betrayed me!” Ryosuke snapped. He stood up and pulled Yuri along, heading towards the door when suddenly Yuri’s face twisted into a shocked expression and pushed Ryosuke away. The next thing he saw was Yuri lying in front of him, his face sweating in pain.
“Yuri! Yuri! Can you hear me?” Ryosuke shook the younger wildly as he screamed his name over and over again. But not respond from Yuri.
Then Ryosuke glared Yuma. “What.Do.You.Do” demanded him.
“Ah, he just shot by special bullet, poison bullet. Don’t worry, he’ll alive until, emm… ten minutes again? Oh, Yeah…” smirked Yuma. “I have antidote for that poison…” he showed a small bottle of purple liquid. “But of course, if you want this you must obey me…”
Yuma ignored the glare from Ryosuke as he continued, “Join me and your little lover will alive. We can be together again, Ryo-kun…” he smiled, “So, what do you say?”
“I-I am…”
“Sorry, but that won’t be happening.”
With a loud blast, the doors of their headquarter burst open in a cloud of smoke. Surprised, the Tanken members covered their faces from the blast. Yuma did the same while yelling, “Who is it? Who destroyed my door?”
The dust settled and they all saw a lone tall figure in the doorway holding a sword. “Sorry to burst your bubble, but you won’t take Ryosuke with you.”
“Yu-Yuya?”
Yuma was incredulous. “You!!” he shouted, regonize familar face. “What the hell are the guards doing?” The rest of the gang seemed just as confused.
“Hm? Oh you mean those guys?” Yuya rested the sword over his shoulder, “I let them sleep for a while. They’ll be fine.” His smile didn’t reach his eyes.
“Nakayama Yuma. Age, 21. Birthplace, Osaka. Ex-member one of the elites. Broke the rules and disappear two years ago. Create a group named Tanken and became enemy of elites. Very skilled at making drugs and poison.” Said another figure who appeared beside Yuya.
“Ke-Keito?”
Yuma growled, “Who the hell are you?”
“Oh, he’s the newest member of HSJ. Very skilled at gathering information and profiling…” again, another figure appeared.
“Ryutaro?”
“Oh, hey, Ryosuke-kun…” waved the youngest boy.
“You guys… Wh-Why?”
“Daiki heard you shouted in the phone. He told us, and we decide to follow you.” Said Yuya. “Ah, by the way, the others are waiting in outside…”
The members of Tanken heard this and become worried. “Leader… we can’t fight all members of HSJ, we down of people. What we should do?” asked one of his men to Yuma.
“Shit…” Yuma mumbled something, “We’ll retreat.” He and his men made turn to hidden door in wall, but before that, Yuma throw something to Ryosuke, “Don’t think this is the end, Ryosuke… Someday I’ll come to get you for sure.” And he’s gone.
Ryosuke looked at small bottle in his hand with various emotions. “Yuma…” mumbled him.
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Chinen Yuri woke up with panting.
As his vision began to clear and the haze that had clouded his mind faded he took a good look at his surroundings. The bedroom was fancy yet plain at the same time. It had a chest drawer, an attached bathroom, and a table fastened to a wall. The bed he was sleeping on was about a queen in size, large compared to his not-too small body, with thick bed sheets and covers that had been carefully tucked up to his neck.
“Yuri?” a familiar voice made him fully awake.
There, in his left, sit with tired face, the person who always made his heart pounding, the person who has been in his mind every time, the person who really he loves, Yamada Ryosuke.
“Ryo..suke…?”
In blink of eyes, Yuri felt himself on the older male’s embrace. “I’m sorry, Yuri… I’m sorry. Because of me… you’re getting involved with my problem. It’s my fault”
Yuri broke up from hug and smiled, “It’s okay, Ryosuke… It’s okay.” He paused for second, “Actually… I’ve favor for you.”
Ryosuke wiped the tears in his eye and looked at the younger male, confused. “A favor?”
“I want… join your group.” Stated him.
Shocked, “What?!! But, Yu-chan… we’re Mafia. It will be danger for you.”
“Why not? You may join us, Chinen Yuri…” A voice can be heard from the door.
“Ya-Yabu-kun?” said Ryosuke surprise to see his leader in here.
Yabu expression become worried, “I heard from other, Ryosuke. Yuma shown up, didn’t he?”
“Yes…” Ryosuke avoid the oldest eye and tried to change topic. “Yabu-kun, what do you mean that Yuri may join us? It will be dangerous for him!”
The older male sighed, “Ryosuke, with him have relationship with you, it also will dangerous. But, it would least dangerous for him with joined us, you may train him to use weapon, with that he’ll able to protect himself. You don’t want same thing happen to him again, right?” without another word, Yabu left the room.
For a moment, Ryosuke seems be in deep thought before he turned to Yuri with serious face. “Are you sure you want join us, Yu-chan?”
“Ryo-chan, you are here, right? I’ll fine as long you’re with me…”
This bought Ryosuke smiled to once-again lover. “Welcome to HSJ, Chinen Yuri…”
~Owari~
Done~ ^^
Does anyone curious about Yuma and the relationship between Ryosuke and him? ^_^
Lastly, should I make more Mafia AU or normal AU? What pairing?