WTF ~
Just a thought writing.
Argh! I'm so angry.I so hate some on LJ that are so 'cute' that you could throw your stomach out and the feeling of throwing up on their faces wouldn't disappear.How can someone be that fake?
'You are so kawaiiiiii'.What the hell? Are they even trying ? But anyway.Such fuckers should give up their lifes.
I'm so tired again.I get tired so easy.I've did that again.I took them just because I was in pain.
I forgot to say.She called me and we even talked on Y!M ! It was fun but it was a shock.
However I'd like to watch some yaoi movies with cute guys.I don't know where to find though.I saw one but it was so slight.
I have a new haircut.I didn't like it at first so much.I like a bit now.I hate my country.You give them a tomato and they say it's an apple.I don't have pictures yet but I'll post soon.
Back to the main subject I think almost all of the people I met were liars.I mean I can read on their faces when they lie and they do it so often that I got used to that faces.People are stupid and pitiful.I'll just be a careless person and from now on only the ones who try too hard will get to talk to me.In real life of course.I'm not blaming virtual people.They can be whatever they want to.
I'm seriously worried.I am so lifeless that you can guess I'm dead.It's not like I would deny it.
June 15th.Something died in me even I wasn't even born.Looking sometimes around me show me how greedy people are.They are so usless and the human part of them will die soon.I sometimes go for a walk.I'm seeing on the street people that don't smile.One day our smile will fade.Mine is gone already for so long.
"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life"