10 pounds in one week, mother fuckers.

clean litter, room, clothes, body, face every night mother fuckers.

dexedrine twice a day (but a good dose finally), mother fuckers.

NORMAL SLEEP SCHEDULE, MOTHER FUCKING FUCKERS.

win.

I am made of fail.

I guess it kind of feels like drowning.

I'm trying so hard to keep my life together, but it's not working so well and everything is scattered and shattered and..just. so panicked. so distressed. god.

This semester has been a disaster. Out of 5 courses, I dropped one, gave up on another, and will more than likely fail a third. Great! I've been feeling so awful the whole year, and a bomb was dropped in my life a few days ago that just eradicated any chance of catching up with this one frail course...god. what happened? I feel horrible.

hrwskjhj i had this window open to write about something else but in the interim was messaged by an ebay seller in response to a question i had regarding his RB67. and ejsahkerash efjksahrksjeh ARR BEE SIX SEVENNNN i haves it. well, -will- have it.

teeheg.se/gt/s

I CAN'T SAY THAT YOU'RE LOSING ME
BU I MUST BE THAT WHICH I AM
THOUGH I KNOW WHERE THIS COULD TAKE ME

NO TEARS
NO SYMPATHY

Last night I had the pleasure of shooting the NSCAD Wearable Art Show at the marquee...It was fucking amazing! My cameras' battery died about 15 minutes before the end, just short of 1000 shots (4 gigs ftw!) I'm so pleased with my work, namely the fact that I went from knowing nothing to almost being able to control everything i was doing (..almost ( Read more... )

I love it here.

It's just so comforting and welcoming and nice. Everyone I work with is wonderful, the job is (relatively) relevant and the hours are so good!

someone just gave me a package of mini eggs because they thought of me when they saw them. <3.

I start working in an hourrr and a halffjdskflsehfekh hkhajhjah1!!!!godGSKESHKJH!!HEhejskh ( Read more... )