i just want to be a good person. a good friend and a good person. ive never had a "best friend" in my life and sometimes i wish i were less independent and fearful of getting hurt (because thats all that seems to be happening to me lately) so i could just trust someone again. and just because all i want in life is to be able to sit quietly with someone and be able to read or study and not talk, but just enjoy each other's company. or just have the ability to mess up now and then, but know that when i come back, there's going to be someone waiting for me who i can always count on to hang out with me and can confide in (although i have nothing to confide, there isnt a boy in my life).
No it's not, and eventually you will be. Don't stress about it too much and you'll probably find good within yourself and other people and eventually you will find that friend.
But keep in mind "best friends" aren't always what people make them out to be. It's nice just having a group of friends too.
hah, falling or not, it wouldn't ever actually happen. A long time ago, he told me about a different girl who fell for him online and how awkward/creepy it was.
Plus, I wouldn't have the guts to admit it. And there is kind of an ocean and a world of 'just friends' feelings between us.
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i want to be loved. is that too much to ask for?
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But keep in mind "best friends" aren't always what people make them out to be. It's nice just having a group of friends too.
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And that ground is coming awfully fast.
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online relationships are complete CRAP 99.9% of the time.
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Plus, I wouldn't have the guts to admit it. And there is kind of an ocean and a world of 'just friends' feelings between us.
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just distance yourself.
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