I've been having weird dreams the past few nights. They need to stop. NOW. I don't know why I've been having them. Well, actually, I kinda do... it's because I'm insane.  I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me more than anything else and I love him even more- why am I doing this to myself?  It's because I have to admit defeat.  And to an unworthy ( Read more... )

Wow it has been an extremely long time since I've been on here. I was so incredibly busy last semester that I didn't have time for anything. It went well, I lost the 4.0 but I'm still doing very well. I'm coping with that, I'm getting through. This semester won't do anything for that either lol. I don't really want to be in the classes I'm in, but ( Read more... )

For every second that I thought I didn't know where our relationship was headed, or what we were even doing together, I have a thousand reasons to stay together. Like this weekend.

It was weird, I won't lie.  We didn't really know what to do at first, we had just missed each other so much that we were overcome with emotions and didn't know where to ( Read more... )

So Julie and I had our first adventure of Fall 2006 semester today.

We went to Boston, mainly to go to the North End to grab a few things for her dad's birthday. It started off fine, we found the commuter rail in the 'Ham, the train was over 10 minutes late but that wasn't a big problem, we still get to Boston. We get off at South Station and jump ( Read more... )

I haven't been to the gym regularly in a month, and lemme tell you, I'm feeling it. I'm noticing it as well.
It's gotten to the point where food just doesn't interest me anymore... again.  This happened before; food literally lost its taste and appeal to me a few years back.  I craved food, but everything I thought of just sounded gross. That's ( Read more... )

There's a spiderweb in the corner of the office window (on the outside ( Read more... )

So I was looking at my last post and I said that I didn't want a relationship with Marco and we wanted different things and on and on about all this stuff...

Fast foward a month and here we are, dating for a month and a half and this is the happiest I have ever been in my life.  It's amazing how you find what you're lookin for when and where you ( Read more... )

I don't update this nearly enough. Maybe that's because nothing really happens to me anymore. Nothing interesting, anyway ( Read more... )

I'm at work and I'm bored cuz there's nothing for me to do cuz I'm speedy and get it all done. I love it here ( Read more... )

you are not worth my tears.

so why am i crying so much??

basically, after this weekend, if i can make it through the week in one peace it will be a miracle.

i'm done. you have hurt me for the last time.

I'm having One Last Cry, then it's over, I'm moving on.

now onto my One Last Cry... it's gonna be a good one.