Comments | shloom: I'm sorry

shloom

I'm sorry

Apr 09, 2004 04:18

I allways tell all my friends not to cut them selves or hurt them selves, then I go and do it myself. I tell them that they cant do it because of they have friends and people who love and care about them. I have noone. I have no friends or anyone that cares. I can't go on feeling like this for all my life, I felt like this for over a year but I try ( Read more... )

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Mike! greyskiesbleed_ April 9 2004, 05:27:36 UTC

Mike, okay, no one should ever harm themselves. But just because someone has people that care about them or tons of friends and family who love them, dosn't mean there happy. You could have all the love given to you in the world and still be really depressed. And if someone dosn't have people, it dosn't give them more of a right to be depressed. Everyone has their problems, there reasons. Some people who do have people that care about them are blind to it. Such as you. You do have people that care about you. And deep down you know it.
Don't hurt yourself. I care about you, even though I may not be the best friend I could be to you, I do care about you,Don't hurt yourself.

Re: Mike! shloom April 9 2004, 10:02:10 UTC

It's not just a matter of friends. alot of it is people just not giving a shit. everyday I talk someone out of something stupid or try to cheer them up but when ever I need someone to talk to no one is to be seen. Like it would be nice just to hear "Hey mike hows it going?" or just friendly conversation for once. I like trying to help people, and I will gladly do it but no one seems to give a shit about what happens to me. Shannon is probably the best example of this shes the most selfish person I know, you could be talking to her about something and she will try her best to turn it around and make it about her. This girl yana who I was kinda friends with, she wzs depressed alot and I talked to her about it all the time trying to make her feel better, she would just call and tell me how bad everything is. oneday I was super depressed and had no one to talk to, I thought I'd call yana and try to talk to her about it. she said I don't give a shit. then the next day she called back crying telling me how awful her rich suburban popular ( ... )