So ok my god I am not even going to try to explain this journal. It really is just a hodgepodge of information and thoughts. Let the listing begin ( Read more... )

I was just thinking, does anyone else here have issues with saying no to people? I simply can never say no to someone. If you pretty much ask me to do anything eventually I’ll give in. Even when I say no after a while I feel really bad, start worry, and finally give in. Pathetic. Sometimes though it has it’s upsides. Case and point, yesterday Kevin ( Read more... )

Wow it’s already Thursday. This break has gone by so fast. And to my surprise I have had a wonderful time. I love it when things work our better than you plan. It gives me such a warm feeling. I am going to bullet the highlights since I have to go to the grocery store. Maybe I’ll write more later, but I probably won’t. I just want to get this all ( Read more... )

...Till I learn to leave the past behind ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness I haven’t checked this thing in months… Ok that’s not true I checked once a few weeks ago, read something I wish I never read, wrote a journal and have yet to return ( Read more... )

Well I am officially tired of this break. For a while now I have been reading other peoples journals in which they mention their eagerness to get back to school. And each time I thought how lucky am I to have such good friends to come home to that I actually hate leaving. This is not to say everyone else doesn’t. I just couldn’t imagine wanting to ( Read more... )

Note: I had originally intended to post this last night... However due to livejournal maintenance and my being asleep I was unable to post until now ( Read more... )

It’s actually kind of soothing to be home. I always anticipate the worst, but so far it’s been surprisingly nice. I admit I didn’t think I was going to get too excited about seeing anyone, but I have more than enjoyed everyone’s company. Cecil and I have spent some good times together since her arrival. I am sure I have already annoyed her by ( Read more... )

I attended Caroline funeral this weekend, something I wasn’t sure I was going to do or not. I had thought about going all week but didn’t know if I should. I mean you know how people are. Whispering all kinds of incredibly inappropriate judgments like “Why is she here?” and “Who’s that guy?”. I don’t know. But I thought about it and reminded ( Read more... )

(  Nothing can happen more beautiful than death. -Walt Whitman )