well tonite my jami came over and i was in a good mood and i dont know sumthing happened and it made me feel like i was the worse person alive and now all i wanna do is jsut kill myself. Nuthin anyone can say right now will cahnge the fact that all i wanna do is jsut kil myself or jsut a lil cutt to ease some of my suffering and pain. that could ( Read more... )

Today was just a day i guess u could say. Not to much goin on today except that i played video games all day. I talked to Jami all day to and that was fun. She got me outa my bad mood and that was all good and stuff. I didnt really do anything but play video games lol. Jami is so great i am typin her sumthin tonite and i hope she likes it. Its ( Read more... )

Today was like any other day i got to see my woman and that was great. We went to the mall with her mommy and we are hopin she likes me so i can see jami more. But after that we went to her house and took the dog to Orion Oaks Park and tlet the dog run free. Me and her walked around for bout 2 1/2 hours and got alot of time to talk which was really ( Read more... )

I had a good day and last night was great. I went over to Jami;s house last nite to see her and lil did i know i was stayin the night. I sat there in complete aw at the fact that i could stay. I had in my head that she will be there to wake me up so i could be in a good mood and that i get to sleep with the one and only one i love more then life ( Read more... )

Well yesterday i went to Jami's daddy's with Jess and the day was goin great. Like really great until this dude called that i warned not to call her anymore. Well that pissed me off beyond belief so we wnet up to his work and my brto works there so it all kinda worked out pretty good. Well this dude seen me and said hje will never talk to her again ( Read more... )

Hi ho hi ho. This is me again and i am here to tell you about my life for the past few days. It has kinda sucked and also been good. Since my last entry me and Jami got over our problem and i hope we are doin good. Other then that I havent really done much besides stay the night at brians house and that was fun we staye4d up all nite and played ( Read more... )

Well my week is goin ok i guess. My dad is really sick and my stepmom jsut got home from a funeral in Wisconsin. I got to hang out with my woman (Jami) alot and that has been fun. But sfor some reason she dont feel like she deserves me and that breaks my heart really bad. I jsut wanna cry and thats not sumthin i do to often get me right i dont ever ( Read more... )

Well its been a lil bit since i left a message in this thing. I dont really have to much to say besides i was in the hospital and the doctors said i was sying the first 2 days i was there lol. That kinda sucks. They said that they couldnt bring my temperature down and that they could have lost me to a high temp lol that would have sucked. Anyways i ( Read more... )

YOYOYO watup this has been my days so far now listen hahahahahaha. Well yesterday me ian mikey and ashleigh all went drivin around and then went to VP and got some food but i didnt eat i wasnt hungry. After that we went and lite off some fireworks and then me and ian came back to his house and sat around. I tried callin my womna like she wanted me ( Read more... )

I am the happiest man alive because of my girlfriend. I love her more then life itself and i always will. i wanna be with her forever and i hope i am with her till the end of time. Anyways i havent left one in a long time because wes fucked up my computer so the time i have had since the last one i left has been awesome. I got to hang with my woman ( Read more... )