ok so i plan to be in bed with my eyes closed in five minutes. but i just wanted to say that i have been working on this portfolio ALL DAY (after going to mrs. rotman for THREE HOURS-oops we forgot the receipt it was our fault but she could have dealt with it). and it is now 1 o'clock in the morning and i am done, and considering i don't ( Read more... )

goddam the stupid cocksucking sats. i'm in a baaad mood. hmm, sound like miriam. i'm just angry because i was so against getting tutors and stuff, i think they're stupid, and i so wouldn' have cared about a stupid test, but since for whatever stupid reason i did get one, i feel like it was such a waste, of everything. ( Read more... )

"now the first of december was covered in snow
so was the turnpike from stockbridge to boston
though the berkshires seemed dreamlike on account of that frostin
with ten miles behind me
and ten thousand more to go..."

for my quote?

i am cleeeeeeeeaning. organizing. my desk so that i can start some college crap. got in fight with mom last night after she got back from parents night. pissed me off. just about school stuff. going to chilis tonight, have not been in so long and i'm pumped. and hungry. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

yesterday was one of the longest days ever. sats sucked but oh well. spent most of the day at nicoles. then went to party last night and got trashed. we were supposed to go to the toga party and we never ended up going which was so annoyijng. i guess it was all sws people and emily didn't wanna go, and she was driving and couldn't drink so i ( Read more... )

was just reading my journal from freshman year and the beginning of sophomore year. wow. pretty pathetic. i think all freshmen are self-conscious and have to be at least just a tiny bit concerned with being "cool". but still. i still don't feel like i'm old enough to go to college but when i read that it makes me realize that i have grown up ( Read more... )

gah, so much stuff. i'm so busy yet am not getting anything done. i have no time to do anything. have not been to the gym in a good 3 weeks. might as well cancel my membership or at least put it on hold. trying to right this damn english paper and am having seriously struggles even though it's not hard. i probably shouldn't be online and ( Read more... )

so much shit to take care of as a senior. year book quotes are due soon, pictures, sats, still have to sign up for sat 2s. and i really should start on applications. seeing as i cant even decide where to apply, w/ every school i keep being like "might as well apply" but in reality i cant apply to like, 30 schools! i really really liked vassar ( Read more... )

had a rather productive day in the way of, uh getting some stuff done. went to mr schiff. didnt really help me too much but whatever. asked mr mats to write me a recommendatoin. dont know who i should get for theother. then went and saw little kids w/ emlily cuz shes babysitting this girl in ellens classroom and i met the moterh w/ her- its ( Read more... )

so i was ranting and babbling and complaining in my entry last night. it was excellent. so i was up untli 1 doing history and had to get up to go to camerata this morning. but i'm not rewriting all my stress and such. abigail and sarah are here and that makes everything ok. friends are planning something for satruday for me, muy emocionada.