a letter to the woman that will never read this

May 14, 2005 20:45

well, although juanita will never read this, I have to say it ( Read more... )

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ninjai408 May 13 2005, 21:12:38 UTC
This sounds like a story...is this a story??

...Or is this really about your life? I'm just confused =/

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shmigy84 May 13 2005, 21:13:51 UTC
no, its real, it just happended tonight, I just had to say it before I went insane......

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munkykillu May 15 2005, 12:23:44 UTC
maybe she's not higing from him at all but she really was just hanging out with a girlfriend in the area. she is allowed to live her own life, right? she's known you her whole life so maybe the idea of letting you go is to foreign to her. I'm 21 and I still sleep with my teddy bear I've had since I was 7. Maybe to her you're a security blanket, the only thing that will always be there. You need to tell her scott it hurts me so much to watch you do this

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shmigy84 May 15 2005, 22:55:15 UTC
thanks for your concern ana......

I know for sure she isnt happy, if you saw here you would understand what I am saying. as far as the security blanket theory, it could very well be true. I am not sure exactly what it is about her. she is VERY good at hiding things from me. she has known me so long, she knows what to say and how to say it in front of me. she has told me before she is unhappy, I just dont know how to help her. its almost like watching someone drown from a deck on a boat. you have tossed them the white ring, but they are not grabbing it.

whatever the case may be, she is not making it any easier when she hides like this. not to mention she doesnt even see the fact that her husband is a HUGE closet case..... (yeah, she has no gadar....)

OH well, ive been missing you, how have you been anyway?

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