yaaaaaaaaaawn im so tired ive been working the past few days and it feels good yup yup. i get payed today so i'll be able to buy Ruth her Prom Dress and then im off to get a tux which hopefully wont be alot of stress.dang i have bills to pay it sucks.... upon reading my entry i do realize how stupid i look. My mind is on but no one is driving ( Read more... )

OKAAAAAY so im not going to go to Hawai after all Ruth says "no" along with her mother. well their goes my ********** plan shit so i should come up with another idead or 2. Speaking of vacation my mom is giving me the week off next week yesssss so that means more time with Ruth and Friends (I'll be there/their/theyre for youuuuuuuuu)(fuck my ( Read more... )

Yes that's what the title say's today ive decided to go to Hawai over the summer ... Why well it seems like everyone else is going some where for the summer so i thought hey why not me so i joked about it to Fatty and he said he can get a great room for $75 a night. Hey why not i thought i'll save up all my mull so WE as in Ruth and I can go ( Read more... )

yowza it'sa me with another entry not to much to say here except im gonna do my own things to buy/pay for ( Read more... )

Ireally need to fix my pc at home so i can actually make some long descriptive journals instead of these suck ass ones ive been writing which make me look awfllie ritaarteed (HEHEHE that should piss off Ruth along with my other mistakes here and ther) so my spelling and grammar sucks big deal. My reading comprehension score is higher than Ruth's so ( Read more... )

To update on somethings im still sick but things have been a little neeah lately and alot more stuff which i cannot talk here for the moment so chiao

i nfeel sick

not a lot of time to talk have to go back to work just wanted to say that I'm happy at the moment and that i love Ruth and that i wish i could do so much more for her so i will work out, work more towards a lot of things like school,$ and everything else just to see her smile again because out of all her beautiful expressions her being happy, ( Read more... )

god i feel like shit today im just tired sick exhausted depressed and a whole lotuva shit i guess i'll go back into charter one today and see if i have a job there. I'll keep harassing them if i have to. i dont know what i feel like doing today i told wade that we'd hang out today but i just dont know their's so much that i want to say to him but ( Read more... )

well it's been awhile since ive been here so much to say but not enough time so chiao.