so no, i will not "live happily".
love isnt all i need.
stop forcing your inspirational quotes down my throat.
i'll cry if i want to, i'll laugh if i want to.

because life isnt all about being happy all th time and
finding th one person to complete you.
it's about experiences. it's about crying,
hating, wishing and being let down. and yes, i do
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give me books, fruit,
french wine and fine weather
and a little music out of the doors,
played by someone
i do not know.

one of the hardest part about of waking
up in the morning,
is remembering what you have been
trying hard to forget last night.

; i've experienced this several times, especially this year ): 
sometimes i dont even wish to wake up and get out of bed at all. 
& just continue sleeping as time passes by & dreams keep me occupied. 
fml these days -

 
"i hate looking at myself & realizing that,
i dont like what i see 
i hate looking back at things, 
i did and was wondering 
why i was like that."  

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as seen in Chanel's spring/ summer 2010 show on some of th models, will it be th next most raved thing ? 
rising of a new trend ? of changing a tattoo whenever you like it, instead of getting a permanent one ? replacing accessories ?

and its said that these tattoo stickers would be released in april this year. 
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wells, i just chanced upon that Yasmin Ahmad is the film maker for commercials like
"rich son vs poor son", "family", "funeral" and many more.

there are certain things in this world money cant buy, not noticing every little thought/ detail one actually do for us
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caught up in the air today 
and there are some quotes i really liked in th movie;

Ryan Bingham: How much does your life weigh? Imagine for a second that you're carrying a backpack. I want you to pack it with all the stuff that you have in your life... you start with the little things. The shelves, the drawers, the knickknacks, then you start adding ( Read more... )

life is about getting up put from your chair 
and doing something. it is about doing 
nothing. making a mess. moving your hand 
and your body. leaving a mark. it is 
about doing. action. finishing. 
experimenting. trying something. 
immersing. it is about absurdity. 
a creation. evidence that you exist. 
using materials. destruction. it is about fun. 
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when you're awake at 4am
& you don't miss anyone,
then you know that you've
been gone for too long,
and you just don't want to

or that there's no one really
there to miss or think about.
and you realize that
you haven't been gone..
but just alone for too long.