So I am back at CMU, and TOTALLY loving it. See my smile *ok so you cant really see it* but when you see me, notice how I am always smiling. Yeah, this summer...I forgot how to smile. It is so good to be here, seeing all my old friends, making new ones, and just being away from BR. I just feel like I left everything behind, and I REALLY feel like I ( Read more... )

Yeah..it's a good thing I am leaving tomorrow, because if I wasnt Marge and I probably wouldnt be friends. I have never been as mad at her as I was last night, and it really made me think. For the first time in a LONG time my best friend is the last person I want to see. She has called me three times today, and I dont even care to call her back. ( Read more... )

I am horrible with goodbyes..ugh, I HATE them! I am so excited to get to central, but at the same time, I dont want to leave some people. Abby came over Sunday night and she was so sad. It broke my heart. She doesnt want to go to school (there is a lot of reasons) and I just feel bad for her. I told her I would keep in touch with her and that I ( Read more... )

Last day with my little the little shits!! I was SO relieved to be out of there today. Since it was my last day, I didnt really care what they did. I let them watch tv for like 3 hours straight, made them lunch, then went over to Fortiers house to visit my munchkins! Ugh, Sara Jane is so cute, I love that little girl. So we were sitting there, ( Read more... )

Sure..have a shitty day, why not finish it off and have one hell of a shitty night. So I go to the bowling alley SUPER PUMPED because like 20 of my friends are going to be there and we can never ALL get together like this. So I walk in with a huge smile on my face, and all of a sudden my heart sank and I started shaking. Of all people that had to ( Read more... )

Boo to my day! I couldnt wait for 5:00 to roll around, and when it did I got a phone call saying "I'm stuck in traffic. Yeah I didnt get out of the hell hole till 6:00. Ugh!! Their house is NASTY. It smells like cat piss everywhere, the garbage is all over the place, stuff ALL over the floors, stains on the carpets--yeah I like to go out as much as ( Read more... )

Wow...haha sister do I have a story for you!! There is never a dull moment in my life ( Read more... )

Ahh the day from hell. Ok, so I have had worse days, but today wasnt my ideal day. I babysat for two new kids today and I thought it was going to be a piece of cake. ERRR WRONG!! The 5 year old boy, Jackson, is a little snot. He is so disrespectful to his mom, so lord knows he wont give me any respect. "I WANT TO STAY HERE, I DONT WANT TO GO ( Read more... )

Ugh, I have SO much to do...and I am so stressed out right now. My parents arent helping, but hey what else is new. Marge called me tonight and told me she was in town. I am glad to see her, but this isnt a good week. I have to babysit 9-1:45 tomorrow, then running to the store, then to Mr. Karl's and I have to work at 5. At night I am hopefully ( Read more... )

I was going to update earlier, but then my "bipolar" comment would have been true, and I didnt want that haha. I was so mad though. I was going to take a bubble bath, but I really needed to use the phone. I HAD to call Katelyn, I wanted to call marge, and I had to call my fetus!! But my mom had been on the phone for seriously like 2 hours..but when ( Read more... )